it was the next day, i was walking down the hall to lunch. this whole day i hadn't even looked gwi-nam's way. i was listening to music when i felt my hand be pulled and i was yanked into the storage closet, immediately being pushed against the door. i knew exactly who it was and immediately pushed him away. "when i said i wasn't hooking up with you anymore, i meant it." i tell him and he rolls his eyes. "no you didn't." he says and starts to aggressively push me but i just wasn't in the mood for it. it doesn't matter how i felt, if i said no more, then i'm gonna stick with it. i push him away and he steps back a little with a scoff. "bitch." he says before pushing me out of the way and walking out the door. i'm left in the room and can't help but laugh out of amusement of how upset he got.
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i was laying in bed later that night, trying to sleep when i heard a loud bang in gwi-nam's apartment. i don't pay much attention to it and just ignore it as i shift in the bed. i then start to hear some moaning. i guess i never realized the walls were so thin. the moaning continues and then the wall starts to bang and i could kind of guess what it was. i'm guessing his parents weren't home, or else, that'd be even weirder. i knew why he was doing this. he was mad at me, and i knew, he knew, that i could hear it. he really thought this was gonna make me hook up with him again. boy, was he wrong.
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i lay on my bed, a random guy from school on top of me, making out with me. my mother wasn't at home, she had just left for work. the guy started to kiss me harder and i moaned into the kiss. i knew gwi-nam was home since when the guy came over i saw him walking past the guy. he seemed almost angry, it made me happy. "fuck me now." i said, getting bored.
let's just say that i had made it a point to be loud. it was kind of boring and not good to be honest. i just did it to make gwi-nam angry. when we finished i pretty much immediately kicked the guy out. was i proud of what i did? no, but i did feel good about it.
