it was now the weekend, meaning, no school. do you know what no school means? not much of gwi-nam. outside of school i never really saw him. even though we were literally fucking neighbors. i was sitting on my couch watching this random show on the television when i heard the door unlock. i glanced over to the door to see my mother walking in with grocery bags hanging on her arm. i got up from the couch and went to go help her. we both placed the bags on the counter when my mother placed some mail on the counter as well. i went back to my spot on the couch as my mother flipped through the mail, glancing over it. "lucia, we got the neighbors mail. go give it to them for me please. i want to shower and sleep a little 'cause i got a night shift." my mother told me and i groaned as i got up. "which neighbor?" i ask. "ms. yoon's apartment." she tells me and i groan as i get up. ms. yoon was gwi-nam's mom. "can't i just leave it outside their door?" i ask. "no, i want you to actually give it to them. we've been living here for a few years and you have basically never interacted with them." my mother says as she starts to walk down the hall. "i'm gonna ask if you actually did it, so you better." my mother told me and i sighed as she walked into her room.
i took the envelope off the counter and walked over to the front door. i slid on my slides and walked outside. i walked next door and knocked on the door. there was nothing heard on the other side so i waited for a second. i was going to leave but then i remembered what my mom said. i then knocked on the door once again. i then heard the shuffling of feet. the door opened and i was met with gwi-nam. "here." i said as i held out the envelope. "what?" he asks with a tired expression on his face. "we accidentally got your mail." i tell him and he just stares at me. "you could've just left it outside." gwi-nam says with an annoyed tone in his voice. "my mom forced me to give it to you in person." i tell him as i hold my hand out more. "just take it." i say and he snatches it out of his hand. gwi-nam then just closes the door on my face and i'm left standing there.
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it was around one in the morning, i was trying to sleep but i just could not. next door, in gwi-nam's apartment, music was blasting. i tried to deal with it but it just wasn't working out. i finally decided i had enough. i put some clothes on, not wanting to go over in my pajamas, and headed next door.
i knocked on the door a little quietly at first but it was not heard so i knocked harder this time, growing impatient. the door opened and i was met with some random guy. "can you lower the music. some people are trying to sleep." i say and he just laughs at me. "it's a party, why would we lower the music." he says. i groan, throwing my head back a little in frustration, "where's gwi-nam?" i ask. "i can take you to him." the guy says and starts to walk away and i follow behind.
we walk through crowds of people and finally i'm brought to the boy. he was obviously drunk, along with everyone else in this party. "yo, can you please turn the volume down on the music? i'm trying to sleep." i ask. gwi-nam stares at me and laughs. "nah." he responds and i roll my eyes. i don't even know why i tried. i turn around to leave when my hand is grabbed. "you're already here, so stay." he tells me and i yank my hand away. "i'm good." i say. "come on just one drink." gwi-nam tells me as he grabs my hand again. "then can i leave?" i ask. "yes." he says with a sly smirk formed on his lips. "alright, whatever." i answer. one drink, then i can go home.
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well, one drink turned into two, two turned into three, and i just kept drinking. that's what tended to happen whenever i drank. i couldn't just have a drink and be done with it, i just had to keep drinking. it wasn't a good thing obviously. i mean, i've been struggling with this problem since i was twelve. also, my family has a long, long, ongoing history of alcoholism that has been going on for more than several generations.
i took a drink out of my cup and turned to gwi-nam who had been drinking with me this whole time. over the time we were drinking, he had grown closer to me. i look up at his eyes and smirk to myself. god, he is so hot, i thought to myself. no, lucia, you're drunk. exactly, you're drunk so you can get away with fucking him. no, no, no, don't. "wanna fuck?" you ask the boy. a smirk comes onto his face, "sure." he says. he then leans down and we start aggresively making out. he picked me up and placed me on the counter and put his hands on the cabinets behind me.
after some time of making out there he pulls away and grabs my hand. we both don't say anything and i just follow behind him. we go into what i assumed was his room and watched as he closed the door behind us, locking it. i sat down at the end of his bed and took my shirt off, leaving me in just my bra, jeans, and obviously, my shoes. gwi-nam takes his shirt off as well and i look at his light abs. "take your pants off." he tells me as he starts to unhook his jeans belt. i unbutton my pants and take off my slides before sliding my pants off. i then unkook my bra and watch as gwi-nam kicks his shoes off messily and takes his jeans off.
he walks over to me and stands above me. i was sick of waiting though so i grabbed his hand and pulled him down to me. i connected our lips and started to make out with him once again. we made out for a little while when he pulled away. i backed up on his bed so that i was by his pillows and he took his underwear off. he walks over to his nightstand and takes a condom out, sliding it on. i did the same and he watched hungrily. he then crawled over to me but stopped by my pussy. he then lowered down and started to eat me out. i think the fact that i was drunk made it feel extra good. after a little while, right as i was reaching my high he pulled away and wiped his mouth. he then came above me and started to give me big and dark hickeys along my neck and down my chest. he starts to kiss my breasts for a little before he pulls away. he then surprisingly rams into me and i bite my lip from the pain since i hadn't been prepared for that at all. he starts off fast giving me no time to adjust to him. he starts to pump in and out of me and i hold onto his back, definitely scratching him. we both moan as he starts to speed up, obviously reaching his high as i did as well. we both come around the same time and he's on me, regaining his bearings as i do the same.
that had "worn out" my drunkenness and i began to come back to my senses as i laid down next to him. that was such a mistake.
