i walked into school the next day and sat down next to gwi-nam. i didn't feel embarrassed or ashamed or even awfully amazing. i just didn't really care. he looked over to me and rolled his eyes, "did you have fun last night?" he asked me. "yes, i had a lot of fun actually." i answer and it was evident that it made him mad. "i'm sure you did." he says. "not as much as you would have had with me though." gwi-nam says and i roll my eyes. "yeah, i don't think so." i tell him and he groans as he throws his head back a little. "more evidence to prove it." gwi-nam tells me. "prove what?" i ask. he then leans close to my neck, his breath fanning against my skin, "prove that you're a whore." he whispers and i push him away. "i don't care anymore." i tell him, which was partly true. i don't care what he said but at the same time it still kind of hurts, you know?
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i sat on my bed, smoking by my window as i listened to music. i closed my eyes as i exhaled the smoke out of my mouth. i was just relaxing when i heard someone knocking on my bedroom door. i immediately threw my cigarette out the window, not really looking down to see if anyone was down their, before i closed it. "one second." i say, i then quickly sprayed some perfume all over the room and on me. i then take off my shirt i'm wearing and change into a new one so i can act like i was getting dressed. i then unlock the door and open it. "yes mom?" i say and she just looks at me for a moment before speaking. "i'm gonna head out to do some errands, do you wanna join?" she asks. "im good." i tell her. "alright, you don't have to come but i want you to start getting out of the house more. you're always at home." she says before turning around and walking away. i just close the door and go back on my bed, laying down this time.
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i lay down in my bed and stare at the ceiling when i hear my doorbell ring. i slowly walk to the door, dragging my feet along the smooth hardwood floor. i open up the door and am met with gwi-nam. "is your mom home?" he immediately asks me. "no?" i answer. "good." he says and steps inside. "what the- no, what, get out." i say as i turn to face him. he comes over to me as he kicks off his shoes. he then pushes the door closed and pushes me against it, cornering me against it. "i can't resist you anymore." he tells me. i stare at him for a moment, my thoughts everywhere. "fuck, whatever. just kiss me." i say and a smirk forms on his face. he immediately aggressively connects his lips with mine. i kiss him back with equal force. i find myself moving closer to him and he pushes me against the door.
i push him away and then grab his hand, leading us into my room. "nice room." he says before closing the door and grabbing my face. our lips connect again and he pushes me onto my bed harshly. he gets on top of me and starts to kiss my lips but only for a short moment because he pulls away. he then starts to kiss down my face, to my jawline, to behind my ear. i never got kissed their before, it felt different; felt good. he then moves lower to my neck and starts to make hickeys. my hands are tightly gripping onto his hair as he moves around my neck, going lower and lower.
he then pulls away and gets on his knees in between my spread open legs. "take your shirt off." he tells me as he starts to take his own off. i do as he says and take it off along with my bra. he smirks as he looks at me, "i missed this." he tells me and i smirk. "i'm sure you did."i say and crawl up to him and needily start to unbutton his jeans. he pushes my hand away, "no, i'll do it. you take your pants off." he tells me and i, again, do as he says.
we're both on the bed, completely naked. he crawls over me and starts to kiss me. he then goes lower and lower and starts to suck on my clit. his tongue twirls around and i moan as i hold his hair. gwi-nam then pulls away and comes back up, connecting his lips with mine. as he kisses me, i'm kind of distracted and so when he slams into me i gasp against his lips. i can feel him smirk as he starts to pump in and out as he continues to kiss me. we both kiss as he grinds against me but it becomes hard to kiss as i come closer and so i move my face so that we're no longer kissing. he speeds up and shoves his face into my shoulder as we both reach our high. he then gets off me and stands up, starting to get dressed.
(an: just invision they used protection because i didn't know where to add him putting a condom on lmao)
