Skins: Season 4

Awake?

Ana has been in the coma for about 3 weeks now. It's getting really lonely without her. I spend most of my time at the hospital alongside London and their father who finally showed up. My dad has to basically pry me away from her bedside. I really want my love to wake up. I want to hold her, kiss her, love her.

X

I wake up the next day to a very familiar voice.

"Freddie, you really need to start cleaning up your room again." My body shoots out of the bed and I stand in the middle of my room.

"Ana?"

"I mean really Freddie, just because I haven't been here, doesn't mean you can let it get like this." I race up and hug my girlfriend and consume her in kisses.

"Freddie, Freddie calm down." She laughs.

"I'm sorry, I'm just happy to see you."

"I'm happy to see you too." she says. "Now let me show you how happy I am." She presses her lips passionately against mine as the kiss becomes deeper and deeper. I pick her up and lay her carefully onto my bed with me on top of her. She slowly lifts my shirt over my head with her hands trailing up and down my chest. I take her shirt off and leave kisses going down her neck to her collarbone. She has a cast on her leg, so I have to be careful. I try to unclasp her bra but she stops me.

"Not this time." She says. "I have to save something for our honeymoon." I laugh and we unbuckle our pants and get under the covers. I thrust into her and she moans in pleasure. She flips me over and she's on top, grinding her hips and leaving trails of kisses going down my chest. I flip her onto her back and thrust some more. After about half an hour, she reaches her climax and caves under me with me following soon after. I roll over on the other side of her and pull her into my arms, kissing her head.

"I've missed you."

"I know you have." She laughs. I hold her in my arms until I fall asleep.

X

When I wake up, she's not next to me.

"Ana! Ana where are you?"

"Ssh Freddie! I went to the bathroom." She says coming into my room wearing underwear and one of my t-shirts. I sigh heavily and relax. She climbs in the bed next to me and I take her back into my arms.

"I thought I lost you again."

"No, you haven't." she kisses my neck. "Why didn't you come see me?"

"Dad thought seeing you was making me crazy, and he wanted me to focus on getting into a university. Why didn't you tell me you were awake? I would have come see you."

"I wanted it to be a surprise, and I wanted as much time as I could have with you before my sister and my father take up all the time."

"How much time do we have?"

"Hopefully a very long time."

X

Ana has physical therapy today and then she's going to see her sister. Which is ok because I asked her to meet me at the park in about 10 minutes. When I get there she's sitting on a swing.

"Hey beautiful." I say, walking up to her and hugging her.

"Hey handsome."

"How was therapy?"

"Painful, but ok. It needs to be done."

"Your sister let you come and see me?"

"It was hard, but I broke free." She looks around. "So what are we doing here?"

"We're here because of that." I answer pointing up to the sky and she looks up and gasps.

"It's beautiful." I pull her off the swing and we lay in the grass, staring up at the sky with her in my arms.

"I've missed this." I say.

"What?"

"Holding you in my arms like everything is ok."

"Everything is ok. We're ok. There's nothing to worry about."

"Yes there is, if it wasn't for me, you wouldn't be the way you are."

"I don't want to talk about this right now. I just want this moment, right now. Lying in the arms of my boyfriend, staring at a beautiful sky full of stars. Ok?"

"Ok." She snuggles closer next to me.

X

I wake up in my bed with no recollection of how I got there and Ana isn't there. But before I could worry about that, my phone rings and it's London so I answer it.

"Hey London-"

"Freddie, where the fuck have you been?! I know your dad said that you shouldn't spend so much time here but that doesn't mean you completely disappear! She's your fucking girlfriend you need to be here!"

"Wait London what are you talking about?"

"I'm talking about my sister! You haven't been here."

"Been where? Ana's awake."

"No Freddie. She's not awake."

X

Sorry guys Ana is not awake. I wasn't going to wake her up that easily. I kind of got this idea from the episode Rich from season 6, but I don't own the idea.