Maybe I can't
but also maybe I can
but the thing that I really know
is that I don't know what I must do.
I can try but I'm afraid,
afraid of failing.
I'm afraid of rejections
that may lead to depression
because I'll think about it for a long time
and it can become a lifetime.
And when it's happening,
my head will not stop aching
because I keep on thinking
and when that happens,
the word dying
keeps on coming.
I want to stop thinking
but I can't control my brain.
It keeps on working
until I pass out
and tomorrow is another day
to continue what I'm thinking.
It's exhausted,
it's depressing.
I think I might cry
anytime this is happening.
I keep on walking on circles
it just don't have ending.
Can someone please help me?
Can someone, please.
@maximushroom
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