The CONTRACT MARRIAGE (COMPLETED)

Chapter 22: BAARISH

He keeps driving regretting his decision of marrying shehnaaz due to which her peaceful world is getting shattered, because of his selfish reasons she is being bashed, constantly insulted and held accountable. He should be held responsible for purposely utilising her innocence and emotions that too for personal advantage.He's worse than anybody over here suddenly a drop of tear rolls down grabbing her attention whose been silently watching him. 

"Aap theek hona ?" holding his hand, snaps him out of deep thoughts, she could feel him emotionally breaking "I don't know, I guess hoon" stopping vehicle aside quickly down feeling suffocated followed by shehnaaz. 

"Kidhar jarahe hain baat toh sune meri .. sidharth" worriedly, ran after him. 

"Kya huwa aap roh rahe hain ?" she gasps watching him struggling with his emotions trying to hold them inside "nahi .." shaking head, cried unable to control pulled her into a bone crashing hug. 

They felt shivers ran down their spines as soon as small petite figure landed  against a rough and tough body causing heartbeats to accelerate, she could feel their hearts thumping louder and breath's getting stuck. He tightly kept shehnaaz closer to himself by completely engulfing her into a bear hug. She felt consumed, protected and immensely loved. 

He rubs tip of his sharp nose against crook of her sexy neck, she could feel a different sensation like butterflies dancing, wetness of his silent and painful tears felt like a knife being ruthlessly slash through her innocent heart "I am sorry meri jaan .. meri wajah se tujhe itna sab kuch sehna par raha hai .. you have endured much more than anybody could to be my wife .. I can't even .. imagine how you must have felt while cooking for that bitch, you must have cursed your fate, how you must have gather strength to welcome her, worse serve them soch kar bhi na khud par gussa araha hai" 

"I am hating myself, just because of me your enduring so much pain .. kaise tolerate kar rahe hai babe, why are you not bashing me ?" pulling out, leans closer joining their forehead "shout at me .. zalil kar mujhe .. chup mat raho guilty feel kar raha hoon kyunke meri wajah se tu majboor tolerate kar rahe haina .. bol take out your frustration over me .. please mera bacha else na u won't believe this fucking guilt will choke me to death" shocking shehnaaz. 

"Shut up, marne ki baatein kare na muh tod dunge !" grabbing his collar she yells on top of her voice "why are you only blaming yourself, Is shaadi se toh hum dono ka faida tha na isliye maine agree kara warna kyun karte, batao ?" noses inches apart "I am equally responsible jahan tak baat zalil hone ke hai sidharth aapke galati nahi phir kyun aap par gussa karun ?" caressing cheek. 

"I can't scold you .. nahi banta mera aap par cheekhna .. haan I felt pathetic, disgusted won't lie dil kar raha tha bhaag jaun wahan se .. I felt like crying u were not answering my calls na .. I felt helpless .. huwa mere ko regret but .. aap ne akar sab theek kardiya" she smiled in between tears while caressing lovely cheeks of her handsome husband. 

"Jhoot mat bol, please don't to make me feel better .." warns, detaching him self looking away from her their proximity is doing something to him. 

"I don't lie you know that sach bol rahe hoon .. kasam lage jab aap aye na jis tarha mere liye bole .. hamare rishte ke liye .. I felt special" clutching his arm made him face her thankfully sidharth did studying her facial expressions. 

"I loved how you stood up for my respect !" drinking drop of line tear rolling down silently pricking her heart, unexpected and sudden touch of her softy lips made him hard, his hands tightly gripped, every minute these beautiful lips magically came in contact with his giant body. 

"I loved how you showed neha her actual place !" she whispered, feeling too shy on realising their proximity, tried to pull away but sidharth doesn't allow further pushing her closer to himself.