Frozen Heart (Loki xfem reader)

Chapter 17

"Y/N is what?" Tony growls at Loki. You look at Nat who's eyes are widened. Tony then looks at you. "Is this true?" He asks. Tears fill your eyes. He looks absolutely pissed. "Y-yeah. We weren't going to tell you guys until after the wedding. Please don't do anything, Dad," you say. Dad. That was the first time you had ever called Tony Dad. He looks at you with a softened look. "You called me Dad," he says. You nod, placing a hand over your stomach. Tony puts his hands on your shoulders and gives you a hug, not too tight to hurt, just right. Loki stands back, trying to avert the gaze of the angry women that are glaring at him.
You and Loki decide to retreat to your bedroom for the rest of the day. You are feeling nauseous still and frankly, don't want to face the team even though they aren't really mad. You aren't talking to Loki much either. When you do, it's in short sentences. Finally, he gets tired of it. "Darling, I'm sorry. It just slipped out!" He sighs. "Just please, talk to me!"
"I am."
"I mean like you used to. This isn't like you, sweetheart."
"Maybe I would be talking to you more if you hadn't blabbed."
Loki inhales strongly. "I'm sorry. I have no excuses. But I need you to let me in, please," he says, placing a hand on your arm. You look at him, eyebrows furrowed. "I--I know. I know I'm not the most forgiving type. I'm sorry for being like this, Loki," you sigh.
"You have nothing to be sorry for, dear."
"Oh don't you start."
 Loki smiles and sets his book down. "Well, I suppose we should go down for dinner?" He asks warily. You look at him with a 'are you serious' look. "Unless you're not hungry, that is?" He laughs.
"You can go get dinner, I'm staying up here. I don't feel so good."
"That's fine, I'll bring some up to you."
You nod and curl up in a ball on the bed. You're starting to feel nauseous once again. Please, don't do this to me again...you clasp your hand over your mouth and run to the bathroom. You kneel over the toilet and dry heave, but nothing comes out. Loki is just coming into the room and hears you. He sets the two plates of food down and runs into the bathroom. "Sweetheart..." He says, holding your hair up. He sits next to you, rubbing your back as you start to cry. "Darling, tell me. What's wrong?" Loki asks.
"Everything. I feel like I can't eat anything because I'm so nauseous all the time and I feel so anxious about being a mother and I just--I can't do this."
"Y/N, look at me. That is if you're done."
You nod and shut the toilet lid. You look into Loki's eyes. "Y/N, I know you will be the greatest mother in the nine realms, you know why?"
"Why?"
"Because you are the strongest woman I have ever met. Goddess or no, that baby is going to have one hell of a mother. And I have one hell of a wife."
You giggle at the fact that Loki called you his wife even though you're not technically married yet. "Fiancee, but still," he corrects himself. You scooch closer to Loki. "I like wife better," you smirk. Loki helps you up and you wash your hands. "Come on, love. You do need to eat something even if it's not much," he says. He passes you a plate of soup and you take tiny sips of it. After eating about half of the bowl, you can't eat anymore. "Here, I'll take it down for you," Loki says, taking it down to the kitchen. "Feel like going downstairs?" He asks.
"Might as well..."
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Edited: 8/16/2022

A/N: Awww don't we just love Loki and his little helping speech thingies? Seriously though I was actually going thru some stuff before and I just thought of this! Don't worry y'all, wedding is coming soon, probably in next few chapters. Hope you enjoyed the chapter, please comment!!