Frozen Heart (Loki xfem reader)

Chapter 1

"Miss Y/N, it is time to get up," Jarvis says to you. You toss and turn, trying to ignore the polite AI. "Hey! Y/N! Breakfast!" Natasha calls from outside your room. If you've learned one thing from being here, it's that you only make Nat call you once. So, you decide to face the day. You tie your hair back in a messy ponytail and walk downstairs. The whole team is already sitting down, eating breakfast. "Y/N, what would you like?" Nat asks. You look around the kitchen. "I'll just have (favorite cereal)," you say, still waking up. Nat pours you your (favorite cereal) into a bowl and gives you some milk to go with it. You devour your breakfast, not realizing just how hungry you were. Thor walks up to you once you are done eating. "Lady Y/N, once you are ready, I will be assessing your magic," he says.
"Great. Let me get ready first."
"Of course, Lady Y/N."
You place your bowl in the sink and head upstairs. You get changed into your Avengers training suit and brush your teeth. Heading downstairs, you think of the party tonight that Tony is throwing of the six months you've been here. Nat and Pepper are taking you shopping later. You walk into the training room where Thor is waiting for you. "Whenever you are ready, hit me with the strongest blast of power, Lady Y/N," Thor says. You hit him with your strongest blast of power you have within your body and it does little to him.
"Again!"
You hit him again, but it does nothing. You are drained of your energy and you collapse on the floor. "Lady Y/N! Banner!" You hear Thor shout. The next thing you know, you are being transported to the medical wing.
You wake up in one of the beds in the medical wing. "What happened?" You ask Banner, who is standing over your bed. "You passed out from using too much magic. I think I'll let Thor explain this one," Banner says. You look to Thor for an explanation. Thor twiddles his thumbs. "So, Lady Y/N, I've noticed that your magic...it looks distinctly Asgardian," he says. You are stunned at this news. "So what does that mean? Will you be able to train me?" You ask.
"I wouldn't be the right one...my powers are extremely different. I have an idea of who can train you, but you need to rest for now."
"Thor!"
You try to get up from your hospital bed, but the drowsiness overtakes you. You fall asleep and don't wake up until the next morning.
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The next morning you are in a daze. You don't quite remember how you got in the hospital wing, but some parts of it are familiar. You feel fine, so you pull off your blanket and head out of the room.
You walk towards the stairs and hear yelling. "Are you crazy bringing him here, Thor? I will not have him hurt Y/N!!" You hear Tony shout. You're curious as to who they're referring to. You lean over the railing and see a handsome man with raven hair and emerald colored eyes in cuffs next to Thor. "He is my brother, Tony! I will be watching him and I know--"
"I don't care if he's your brother or not! I know that he will backstab us at some point!"
You decide to walk downstairs. Upon arriving downstairs the argument stops. "Lady Y/N. I apologize, did we wake you up?" Thor asks. You shake your head no and examine the man standing next to Thor. He holds out his hands, as if to say, "Help me out of these?" You try to use your magic to help him out, but the cuffs do not budge. "Ah, Lady Y/N, this is my brother, Loki. And what you're trying will not work, those are SHIELD issued," Thor explains. You sigh and ask Thor, "Does he speak? I don't see a mouth guard on him anywhere."
"I do, darling."
You're taken aback for a moment at Loki's voice, his accent like warm honey. But that doesn't last for long. "Great. So what are you doing here if Tony has such a problem with you?" You ask.
"You heard that, Y/N?"
"I hear a lot of things. But you were also being quite loud. Was the party canceled, Tony?"
"Yeah."
"Anyway, darling, I am here to train you. Thor says that your magic is Asgardian."
"Oh...yeah. Forgot about that, actually."
Loki rolls his eyes and looks back at Thor. "So, can I begin training, or is she too weak?" You hear Loki whisper to Thor. You're a bit offended, but you don't let him know. Tony looks at you standing there, eating a pop tart. "I think you can begin training her, but if you hurt her I will personally see to it that you are locked up in the dirtiest, darkest cell," Tony says. Loki shivers for a moment. You finish your pop tart and stare into Loki's eyes. "Let's go. And I'm not weak in the slightest."
You put on your training suit and walk down to the training room, accompanied by Loki. He's in his regular battle armor, which you think gives him an unfair advantage. "Hit me with the hardest blast of magic you can conjure up," Loki says.
"You do realize that's how I landed in the hospital in the first place?"
"Yes, but I need to see how strong your magic is, darling."
Him calling you darling again weakens you. But you're not fazed for long. You focus on your magic and think of nothing else. The blue mist escapes your hands and hits Loki square in the chest, knocking the wind out of him and throwing him against the wall. He moans in pain. "Are...are you alright?" You ask.
"Fine. I'll heal."
Loki limps past you and walks out of the training room, but not without smirking at you. You sit for a moment, catching your breath. Then you walk out of the training room to get a drink. After that ordeal, you need something with alcohol in it. You go to the kitchen and break into Tony's private stash. You and him are like brother and sister, he won't care. You grab a glass of whiskey and sit down at the bar.
You swig some whiskey before you hear a tiny cough. You jump, startled by Loki, who is now standing behind you. "Geez, make some noise when you walk!" You slow your heart pace. "Sor-ry. Mind if I join you, Lady Y/N?" Loki asks. You gesture your hand towards the barstool next to you and take another drink of the whiskey. Loki watches you in amazement. "What? Is this entertaining you?" You ask with sarcasm.
"I don't understand how you can drink this early. It's only noon."
"Noon already? I suppose I should stop drinking and make myself some lunch before Tony finds me with his private stash."
"That's Tin Can Man's? Surprised you aren't drunk out of your mind yet."
You snicker at the nickname and put the alcohol away before it can tempt you anymore. "Well, since you're down here, I guess I can make you something. What do you want?" You ask, trying to be pleasant. Loki sighs and replies, "I don't really have an appetite that much, but if you have chocolate cake..."
"We don't. What about a sandwich?"
"That's...fine."
You make a peanut butter and jelly sandwich for you and Loki, putting a chocolate bar on the side for him. He looks down at his plate and smiles. "I figured you may like it," you say. You're in the middle of eating lunch when the team comes in, fully suited up. "Kid, we have a mission, but you have to stay here and watch Reindeer Games," Tony says.
"Oh...okay. You know when you'll be back?"
"Few days. No funny business, okay?"
"Got it, Tin Can Man." You say and add a fake salute. Tony pats your shoulder and glares at Loki. "Don't burn the compound down!" Nat yells. You wave goodbye and see the Quinjet take off. You and Loki finish your lunch. He devours his chocolate bar. "Did you like it?" You laugh. Loki nods, tossing the wrapper in the garbage. "So, what do you want to do?"
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Edited 8/15/2022

A/N: Finally! The first actual part up and published! I want to thank y'all for reading this, first of all. Second of all, update schedule will most likely be once to twice a week. Yes I know I said that to Lady Mischief but I got so excited with that one!! This time it's for real tho!! ANYWAY...enjoy the story and for now...a nice pic of our Lord and Savior Tom Hiddleston ;)