Maps ~ 5SOS

Chapter 25

Lillian POV

- the next day -

I took the pregnancy test and I was currently on the toilet seat waiting and waiting for my result, as Luke was sitting on the floor against the door staring at the test nervously biting his lip.

It finally came up.

I was pregnant.

I looked up at Luke who was searching for an emotion as I smiled watching his eyes light up with some hint of joy.

"It's positive" I said.

Luke picked me up bridal style kicking open the door and putting me on the bed, whilst he put the pregnancy test in the bin and hovered over me.

"I really want to fuck all my joy out on you right now" Luke said.

"Luke we can't the twins are sleeping and bella is home" I said whilst he shrugged as I lightly smacked his shoulder as he pouted his bottom lip.

"No fair" He whinnied.

"Stop crying about it and let's go spread the joy by making some food?" I said, "and calling the boys over?" I added.

"Alright" He said sighing and getting off me.

We made our way down stairs as Luke made phone calls to the boys and soon enough they were here. I was ordering pizza since i couldn't in the end be bothered cooking.

So once Luke told the lads they were more excited about our new baby than the pizza which is oddly strange since they wrote a song about it, talk about being obsessive.

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Luke POV

I brought May and Arielle down stairs and they were having random fits of giggles from Michael. all they would do is look at him and start laughing, I thought it was pretty cute.

Bella was soon down here just in time as the pizza arrived, I loved everyone being here it was just like a little family.

Suddenly Lillian stood up and she went more pale and pale by the second she ran to the bathroom and slammed the door shut as I got up and chased after her.

I opened the door without asking and she had been sick, I held her hair I between my hands and closed the door behind me kicking the door shut as she was throwing up tons.

"This is gross" She said and was sick again.

"It's alright baby, let it all out" I said rubbing her back as she stood up and flushed the toilet and went to the sink to wash her mouth and brush her teeth.

Once she had finished she turned around and wrapped her arms around my neck, and was looking into my eyes as I wrapped my arms around her waist pulling her against me whilst I kissed her her forehead.

"I don't think this baby will survive" Lillian said.

"Don't say that" I said tucking her hair behind her ear.

"Luke hasn't it hit you get that I will be dead in less than a month?!" She practically shouted letting go of me.

I started gaining tears at the corners of my eyes as I blinked them away.

"Even if you are, I'm not letting you out of my life. I won't ever let you go! You know that" I said moving closer to her as she backed away from me.

"You just don't get it!" She said storming out and into our bedroom.

She grabbed her suitcase and started throwing things into it.

"What are you doing?!" I asked panicking a lot.

"Leaving" she said and with that I pushed her against the wall my hands gripping her wrist, my body pressed against her so she couldn't move.

"Let me go!" She demanded as I shook my head.

"No, your not leaving I've lost you once I'm not losing you again!" I shouted, suddenly she started to cry and I calmed myself down letting go of her wrists and whipping away the tears.

I hugged her so tightly she couldn't escape and I never wanted her to go, no matter how much we go through she's the one that will always be the one.

"Don't leave me Luke ever" She said.