Dr. Zamo

Nothing more

They hooked up 2 or 3 times a week since that day, keeping it strictly sexual, they never even shared a kiss. It was convenient for the both of them. The tension was high between Trixie and Katya, sometimes they would stumble in her office already throwing off clothes without locking the door. One time Kutner knocked during Trixie's climax. Katya didn't want to be selfish so she made sure Trixie finished. She hoped the man would go away but he knocked again.

"Zamo I know you're in here."

Katya licked her fingers and buttoned up her blouse quickly while Trixie put her jeans back on.

"I'll pretend you're not here. Stay on the sofa" Katya whispered pointing to it. Trixie sat there and buckled her belt as the M.D opened the door halfway.

"What is it Kutner?"
"The patient had another epileptic fit" The man responded, noticing Katya's messy hair, red cheeks and sweaty face.
"Okay gather everyone in the room" Katya demanded.
"They're already there. Except Mattel" Kutner said with a knowing tone. Katya looked at him with a death stare and told Trixie to come with her. They stepped out of the room and Kutner smiled, happy to have something to gossip about to his colleagues. He did so right after the team's meeting, and Foreman and Chase were surprised that the forever loner Dr Zamo was fucking the new intern.

Since the first time Trixie gave herself to Katya, the older woman noticed a new warm sensation fill her chest when she laid her eyes on Trixie. She thought it was desire, which was in part true, but there was an underlying feeling. Something stronger, something that would make her lose track of everything while she mindlessly watched the blonde. The same stir rose up in her when Trixie laughed at her jokes, or when she looked up at Katya with admiration as she taught her something. Katya denied the feelings Trixie sparked in her, she wasn't brave enough to accept that she was infatuated by this woman she knew nothing about, besides her body.

The team had growing suspicions about Trixie and Katya. They wanted Trixie to confirm their assumptions, but she was determined to let them go crazy about it. The diagnosticians were all currently in the MRI room, checking the computers' screens for any tumor. Kutner decided to be upfront and ask what everyone was dying to know.

"Are you and Zamo a thing?"
"Why do you care?" Trixie replied unbothered.
"Because it would be a miracle if Zamo let someone in her life"
"That's not the case. We're not girlfriends"
"So just fuck buddies? You didn't waste your time! You've been working here for less than a month" Chase said, not noticing that Katya had walked in the room.

"Chase you're one to talk considering what you did with Cameron. I still don't understand why you thought it was a good idea to fuck in the morgue" Katya snapped.
"In the morgue??" Trixie exclaimed with a laugh.
"It only happened once..." Chase tried to justify. Everyone laughed and brought their focus back on the patient.

Katya was at her desk, looking up the results of a biopsy when Cuddy came in her office with a bright smile.

"Foreman told me the good news" She said excitedly.
"Hm?" Katya mumbled.
"You pulled the blonde pin up. Congrats!"
"We're just fucking, don't think it's anything more than that" Katya sighed.
"Katya you need to take her out I already told you! Mattel looks up to you so much she'll be flattered to go on a date with you. You won't get another chance like this"
"Why? I'm so awful that I should be lucky people don't throw up when walking past me?"
"No. Because you never like anyone but you have a thing for her. Don't fight this feeling, see where it could take you" Cuddy said, trying to get her colleague and mostly friend to find someone. Katya had never been in a relationship since they met each other, which was 10 years ago. Her cold personality fooled Cuddy in the beginning, but with time she realized Katya had a lot of love to give, and she deserved to receive some too.

"I don't know." Katya replied, and hated that Cuddy was making her face her emotions and consider going on a date.
"You better do it tonight or I'm gonna ask her myself"
"Talk to her and you're dead"
"Oh possessive much Zamo?" Cuddy laughed, leaving the room. Katya just groaned and looked back down at her computer screen. She checked the time, Trixie would be leaving the hospital in less than an hour. Katya tried to keep on working but her eyes were repeatedly diverting to the clock.

"This is fucking stupid" The M.D muttered to herself, standing up and walking towards the locker room. She exhaled and reached Trixie's locker. The girl was putting earrings on, she had changed her outfit and was now in a pink party dress with heels.

"Going out?" Katya asked nervously.
"Yeah. I'm going to some lesbian bar"
"You're meeting up with friends?"
"No..." Trixie trailed off, and turned around to lock her stuff.
"Oh okay. Have a good night" Katya replied, feeling her throat close up.
"Thanks. See you Monday" The blonde smiled and walked past Katya, who cursed Cuddy in her head and stomped to her motorbike. At least she didn't make a fool of herself by asking Trixie out on a date while she planned to fuck someone else the same night. Katya felt so dumb, and betrayed somehow. Was she not enough for Trixie? But then again why would this girl want an exclusive thing with her 40-year-old grumpy boss. Katya told herself that she was just not made for love or for relationships. She should stick with sex and consider herself lucky Trixie wanted to be touched by her.

Trixie noticed Katya's face fall a bit during their conversation. It surprised her, since Katya never showed emotion. Sure she was nice with Trixie, and it was a rare thing since she despised everyone, but the blonde didn't think it meant anything. Every time she thought Katya was flirting with her she reminded herself that it was playful and she shouldn't get carried away. She needed to be wary of this since she practically worshipped Katya, and any attention the woman gave to Trixie made her feel ecstatic. So Trixie didn't worry about it more than that and enjoyed her night out until dawn, when she discreetly put her clothes back on and left the apartment of the now sleeping girl she just fucked.

On Monday Katya gave her team a summary of their new case and sent everyone off to do the classic tests while she worked in her office. Without much surprise, Trixie joined her a bit over an hour later when she needed to wait for the exam's results. She smiled and grabbed the bottom of her shirt to pull it over her head but Katya stopped her.

"I don't wanna do this with you anymore" She said.
"Why?" Trixie asked confused, bringing her top back down.
"I don't need to justify myself"
"Are you mad because I went out Friday night?" Trixie added, wanting Katya to be honest with her.
"I said I won't give you an explanation." Katya pressed.
"You're so stubborn. You should just tell me how you feel. Why didn't you ask me out?"
"Oh you think that was my plan? Stop being so full of yourself. You're not all that" Katya sighed, tired of Trixie standing up to her. The younger blonde was unexpectedly hurt by her boss's words. She'd heard worst things, but coming from Katya it felt like daggers piercing through her heart. For once, Trixie let her mind make things up about what Katya might feel for her, and ruined everything.

"Okay" Trixie said in the best unfazed tone she could do. She cut back her tears and walked out of the room, feeling her chest get tight as she walked down the busy corridors. Trixie tried to rationalize, she still had her job and that's the only thing which mattered. Katya did not want more than sex with her, and apparently not even sex, and it was okay. She just hoped that her boss wouldn't be resentful, but after all she was the one who put an end to their affair. Trixie already apprehended the moment she would have to tell her colleagues she wasn't fucking Katya anymore. She was one hundred percent sure Kutner would notice something changed right away and ask about it.

Trixie felt uncomfortable when the team gathered in their office to analyze the results. She wondered if some of Katya's former assistants decided to quit because they were in a similar situation to the one Trixie was in. Surely she wasn't the first girl Katya hooked up with, and Trixie cursed herself for being so obsessed with her boss that she thought they had something special.