The shadow of a lion

Chapter 19: Worst day of my life.

I assume everyone is familiar with the title. Or you probably heard about The Joker's "One Bad Day" scenario. The kind which dismantled his life forever.

So what's the meaning of "one bad day" ?
Or who originated this idiom? More clearly what kind of emotions he had while creating this term?

Though I cannot explain the exact definition, I can notify you how it makes you feel. Firstly hopeless and for the second you feel like wasted. Well, maybe a little bit of regret and shame in addition of course.

You see, people could define different kinds of things which could be a reason to have a bad day. These could be family issues, someone you lose, heartbreak, and lots of unfortunate stuff. Most of which we carry inside our heads forever.

But the chances are that we could also forget them. Like you got hurt so much that the brain erases your memories as a kind of self-defense mechanism. Mostly who you could come across in a traumatized state.

I can tell it is complete bliss. Because the more you care, the less you sleep. So I wish to have that kind of stuff to erase them all. I bet my mind can work much better in this way. Like the telephone that works much better after clearing storage.

So that means the rest of us remember all suffering. Or probably see nightmares related. Or maybe we meet with someone related who reflects our damaged side? Who knows?

However, I can tell you find it rather ridiculous to see someone similar. Not only because you are bored to handle the same kind of problems but also to see someone cry unstopped over the same things.

And this is where our empathy plays a great role. Which makes us feel sad seeing people miserable. Because at some point we passed those stages in our lives.

So you choose to help them in order to help your broken side as well. And we probably spend a lot of days encouraging people to become more strong. We become mind doctors let's say so. But to be honest, you could never be your own mind doctor. No matter what your experience is.

But what if I say that all days are "bad"? So what happens in this case?

The answer is pretty simple in fact. We all have bad situations occur while having a good time. Yet we choose to ignore and go on with it. So this is just a famous physics rule of nature, " the impact is equal to the opposite impact." Now I get the amazing impressions of Newton. Because this is literally the symbiosis of both science and philosophy.

Since all days are bad, we need some kind of an exception to clarify worse ones. So in conclusion, we divide it into two groups: bad and worst.

No doubt that everyone had one at least once in their life. But what about Jester? Well, this is where you are welcome to the tremendous mind of our famous doctor. I must say I warned you beforehand, "tailor cannot fix his torns." And seems that the neurologist himself couldn't find the treatment...
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Jester was sitting on a bench facing the Gotham river which separates  the city from the mainland. Like his emotions that discriminated him from the everyone.

He wasn't exactly paying attention to the time. It was almost dawn yet he has still kept his gaze to the scenery before him.

For now all his demons were quiet inside his head. However, he wanted to get rid of them and leave the place like refreshed.

And probably find the courage to face his brother. So if he didn't receive any kinds of threats by this time then he was safe. But he wasn't sure about the business part. Cause The Joker never did anything without reason. This means he could present Jester's life by taking his responsibilities in return.