No place in heaven

Chapter 5

"Where are you, you moron?!", my front door got kicked in.

"What do you want?", I hissed at my old boss.

"I saw you have a few visitors in the last weeks."

"Can't I have friends?"

"I know what you're trying to tell me, but it doesn't work, if you want to keep your little friends you know what I want."

"What if I refuse?"

"Well, I heard angels are not resistant against hell fire same as demons are not so waterproof when it's about holy water.", he grinned.

"You wouldn't dare."

"Try me, we're in hell nothing can stop me."

"How should I know if you won't hurt them after anyways?"

"You have my word, why should I if I got what I want?"

"Because you're a lying asshole of a demon?"

"Believe me or not, but you know what you have to do if you want to see them alive ever again, or do you prefer seeing them burn in front of your eyes?....Thought so, well then, see you soon.", he left.

I stood there in shock, not sure if I should believe him or not, I couldn't know if he will leave them alone after, but I knew he wouldn't lie about the before. I went to bed thinking about the things he said, I couldn't let them die, it would be my fault, and it would haunt me for the rest of eternity, I only had one chance to find out.

I went to the club the next day, knocking on the door of his office.

"I waited for you.", he licked his lips.

"What if we do something else instead?", I whispered in a seductive voice as he grabbed my neck.

"Mind control doesn't work on me, you pathetic idiot!", he smashed me back on the ground.

"Don't try to trick me, or else...", he pulled me in his private room in the back.

"Off with your clothes!"

"But..."

"I said off!", he ripped them from, my body.

He threw me on the bed, pressing me on the mattress with his six arms, so I couldn't move a tiny bit.

"Why?", I asked.

"Because I want to.", he stuck his tongue into my mouth.

It was disgusting, his touch on my skin, his intrusive smell, I hated every inch of him. He made me touch him, I tried to fight against it, but he was stronger, as he noticed my fighting he turned me on my stomach, still holding my arms and legs tight. I cried when he started, an immense pain hit my body, deep and fast, cramps in my stomach, I felt like my guts would come up any second. I buried my head into the pillow, when I felt him finishing on my back, I hated myself for it, but if I can save my friends that way.

Back at home, I cried on the floor, hiding behind my wings, I swore to myself that I won't let anyone touch me ever again.

I cried for hours, maybe even days, I didn't care, I just wanted to forget.

"Mal? Are you okay? What happened?", I felt a tentacle on my back.

"Leave me alone!"

"I just wanted to know.", he put a hand on my head.

"Don't touch me!", I hissed at him, making him jump back.

I crawled back under my wings ignoring his words, as I heard him talk to someone else.

"He was surrounded by black fog, his eyes lighting up red."

"Okay, I'll talk to him.", I recognized Azi's voice.

"Hey what happened?"

"Go away!"

"No, I will sit here and wait until you tell me."

"None of your business!"

"Please.", I felt his warmth above my feathers.

"Don't you ever touch me again! Not you and no one else!", I jumped up.

"Told you about the fog and the eyes."

"Shut your oversized mouth, you frog!"

"Okay, bye, good luck.", he disappeared in the floor.

"Calm down."

"Don't tell me what to do!", I fired a black foggy ball at him, but he covered himself with his wings.

I looked at him, scared and worried, my eyes filled with tears seeing him like that, I felt the energy leaving my body again. I didn't think, I just ran over and threw myself into his arms, letting my wings hang down.

"It's okay, I'm here.", he whispered holding me tight, not questioning any of my actions.

"What happened?"

"My boss....he threatened me....if he doesn't get what he wants he will k....kill you and Mikhail with hell fire and holy water....in front of my eyes.", I sobbed into his chest.

"Please tell me you didn't give him that.", but I didn't answer.

"Oh my, why didn't you tell us? We were here."

"I feel terrible.", I cried.

"It's okay, it's over.", we sat on the floor.

"What did I miss?"

"He wanted to save our lives in exchange for....you know, with his ex-boss. Tell you later.", he answered Mikhail.

"You stupid demon, why?"

"Don't."

"Sorry. Would you mind if I...ehm hold your hand?", Mikhail asked with hesitation.

"No.", I reached out my hand, nodding for him to grab it.

"I never touched you before.your hands are soft.", he smiled.

"So are yours.", I smiled back at him.

We sat there a bit longer, I cried everything out, but it felt good having them with me, not being alone, I felt save and warm, I felt how Azi covered me with his wings, it made me smile a bit, I laid my head on his shoulder, smelling his smell, it was calming, it smelled like home, I remembered this smell from heaven, all angels had a nice and warm smell, whereas demons weren't that kind to the nose.