No place in heaven

Chapter 7

"Stop it, Mal!", Mikhail yelled.

"What?", I landed in front of him.

"What's wrong with you?!"

"Wrong with me? I'm fine, I'm better than ever."

"Doesn't look like it."

"Wanna f*ck?"

"What?"

"Let's have fun before the end of everything in existence.", I licked my teeth.

"Isn't that what you wanted?"

"You are not yourself; I don't know what happened to you, but that's not my friend."

"Oh, sure it is, this is my true self, I found my power."

"What happened?"

"What happened?! My friend told me he spied on me all the time, betraying both of us, playing the friend!"

"He told me."

"Oh, so you're on his side now? Fine! Out of my way!", I pushed him away, flying up again.

My power growing, the earth started rumbling, it worked now everyone will know who I am!

"Rise my beast! Come to me!"

"Malook! Stop it!"

"What do you want? Betray me again?"

"I told you I'm sorry. If I wanted to betray you again, why should I tell you everything?"

"Maybe that I trust you again?", I turned around.

"Please, I.....I love you."

"You really think I would forgive you that easily, don't you?"

"No, but I wanted you to know, before everything is over."

"You know, I love you too, I liked your company, your touch, but you destroyed everything, you got nothing better to do than crush my feelings and break my heart.", I felt my eyes getting wet.

"I know, I should be here, not you, you still have the heart of an angel, not me.", he grabbed my hands.

I looked into his eyes, forgetting everything around, I could see into his soul, he didn't lie, he was sorry, his words were true, every single one of them.

"Ahh!", he screamed in pain and pulled me out of my thoughts, shot by my creature, trying to keep everything away from me.

"No!", he fell to the ground, I had dived down trying to catch him, but I was too late, he crashed on the ground, breaking the surface, I covered my eyes when he hit the ground.

I landed, seeing how Mikhail tried to help him, I couldn't move, I was paralyzed.

"Move your ass here and help him, dammit!", Mikhail yelled at me.

I ran over, seeing his lifeless body.

"No. It's all my fault, I'm sorry! You don't belong here, I do, I deserve to rot in hell, not you.", I cried, pulling him into my arms, kissing his lips.

"I love you! Okay? I really do! You were right, I am the big danger, I almost ended everything, I am too dangerous, this will be better for everyone. Forgive me.", I cried harder, creating a black and red smoking ball.

"I forgive you.", I felt a hand on my cheek, I opened my eyes, looking into his, half closed.

"You're alive. I'm sorry. I love you.", I looked at him before I rammed the foggy ball into my chest, right into my heart. I felt it spreading in my body, the pain was immense, but I had no choice.

"What have you done?", Azi reached out his hand, placing it on my cheek, I grabbed it, shedding a few tears.

"He poisoned his heart...", Mikhail said in shock.

"Why? Why do you hate yourself so much?"

"I had no choice, I'm too dangerous. Trust me it's better for both of us and for everyone.", I felt the strength leaving my body, I collapsed but Azi stopped me from hitting the ground.

"Please let me die.", I begged him.

"I can't lose you a second time.", he kissed me, I felt my body detox, the black fog leaving through my mouth when he stopped.

"I hate you."

"I love you, too.", he smiled.

I pulled him closer, crashing my lips into his, crying, for the first time in my life someone cared about me so much, that I got saved, his love was real, I wrapped my arms around him, not wanting to let go.

"Ah! Careful, I think I broke my wing earlier.", he smiled, hugging me back.

"I don't want to interrupt but what about this thing?", Mikhail pointed at the big scary creature behind me.

"I got that, I created it, so I can get rid of it too.", I said flying up again.

"Sorry my friend but your time is over.", I created a huge black ball of energy, firing at it. And with one big dust ball it was gone.

"That was easier than expected."

"I hope it's gone. You know I didn't really know what I was doing."

"You've got to be kidding me."

"Yeah, sorry. Ey!", Mikhail hit me with his tentacles.

"Good to have you back, but now I know I won't start a fight with you.", Azi smiled.

"I'm sorry, I overreacted."

"A little bit maybe."

"Sorry, I was a total fool."

"So was I."

"So, how about your little suggestion from earlier....?", Mikhail raised an eyebrow.

"Forget it.", I hugged him.

"That's the closest I get, right?"

"Yep."

"I should've said yes when I had the chance.", he laughed slightly disappointed.

"Guess I owe you guys a show, after all the trouble I made."