Chapter 31: Friends
Next day-
Jackie's POV-
I wake up on top of Daniel with his hands wrapped around me. I get off of him and go to the door. It's locked from the outside, what the fuck?! I go back to where Daniel is and remember what happened yesterday. For some reason I wanted to be really close to him. What is wrong with me? I try the door again. It's still locked. I lay down next to Daniel. He turns and wraps an arm around me. I stiffen but he hugs me like I'm a teddy bear. I can't help but giggle. That's when he wakes up and stares at me. I stare back at his light brown eyes. I see him start to lean in but I immediately slap him.
"Oh my god! I'm so sorry!" I say, freaking out.
"It's okay." He laughs but then his smile goes away. I know he wanted to kiss me but I don't want to kiss him. I just don't like him that way and he knows that.
"I need to go take a shower." I say and get up to leave. The door isn't locked anymore. I run to take a shower to relax myself. Half way through my shower I decide to take a bath. I only take baths when I really need to relax. I use my Zoella bath products and instantly feel happy and relaxed. Once I finish bathing I go to my room and watch Friends on Netflix in my pjs. I order a pizza cause I need it. When I look through my drawer to find money, I notice an envelope on my desktop. I grab it. The front of it says Ryan in cursive writing. I open it and read the note.
"Jackie,
I know you kissed Daniel and if you didn't you're an idiot because I wanted you to fall in love with him. But anyway forget about me, I won't forget about you but I need to leave, this time forever. Hopefully you fall in love with him because I won't be there for you to love me. I love you Jackie but I can't be with you. I'm sorry. Goodbye."
It's never goodbye, Ryan. Tears begin to fill my eyes. I place the letter back on the desktop and lay down on my bed. I begin to sob. Maybe he'll come back, hopefully he will. Please let him come back.
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I hear the doorbell ring. I hurry up and go to Finley's room.
"Finley go pay the pizza please?!" I say worried. I never found the money!
"Why should I?" He says placing his hands on his hips.
"Oh my god Finny! I'll give you 4 slices of pizza and we'll watch Friends on Netflix." I say, trying to hurry him up before the pizza deliverer leaves.
"Okay deal." He says and shakes my hand.
"Oh and Finny really?" He says laughing.
"Yes Finny. Oh and thank you so much." I say with a smile. He runs downstairs and I go back to my room. I restart the episode and then put pause. I lay a soft blanket on the floor. I grab two big pillows and place them on top of the blanket. I grab smaller pillows and put them around the big pillows. I run to the bathroom to wash my face. I look at myself in the mirror. I notice the cheerful girl I was isn't there anymore. Instead I see a girl with no life. Her eyes are pure black no sign of life in them. I splash water on my face to make the thoughts go away. I go back to my room and Finley is sitting on a pillow opening the pizza box. I wipe my face on my towel hanging behind the door.
"Did you order soda?" He asks, holding up a big soda bottle of Sprite. I shake my head.
"Then maybe one of the viewers gave it to him to give to us or the pizza man must like you." He laughs. I death stare him but then begin to laugh. We begin to watch Friends and eat pizza. We laugh until our stomachs hurt because watching TV with Finley is the best thing ever. Put us together and we'll laugh endlessly. This is what it feels like to be happy. I'm glad he's my best friend he can cheer me up in a matter of seconds. I love all my friends no matter what they do or what happens.
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Hey I'm so sorry I haven't been on :( I just had writers block, a lot of homework, and other stuff that happened but anyway I'm back and if you didn't already know I'll be updating twice a day for a week because I haven't been on in the longest but moving on :D
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And final question let me know how you feel about your friends?
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Fanfiction"You trust people easily that's, what's the matter!" He shouts. He's right I do trust people to easily. I have to change that about myself, I'll be changing a big thing about myself. Thank you to @maryanarivera for the cover!
