Slave..... Will I Ever Be Free??

Love

🔞🔞 Mature Content

Ae's POV:

I turned my head in the direction of my cute lover who was lying on bed and looking at me. "I know baby. I'll be back soon." I assured. "No... I want you... Please..." he begged. I didn't understand his demand right now.

"Love, I am just going to change. I'll be back after changing into pyjama." I spoke. He looked at me and I can see a thoughtful expression on his face. What was he thinking so much? The next moment he got up and wrapped his arms around my nape and pulled me into a kiss. I was left frozen for a while with this action of him.

Slowly, his words got registered into my brain and I realized what he was trying to say. I pulled away from him to see him whine at the loss of contact. "Kitten, are you sure you want this?" I tried to confirm. He looked at me and frowned.

I cupped his cheeks in my hands and looked into his eyes. "Kitten, are you sure you want this? You will get hurt and I don't want to hurt you." I said. I wanted him to know that I will never choose to hurt him. For me, he was more precious than anything else.

"I trust you Ae. I know you won't hurt me. You will never hurt me." he spoke and I can see the trust in his eyes. "I know you trust me baby and that's the reason I want to know whether you surely want it. I don't want you to hate me when you wake up the next morning." I spoke out my concern.

Even though I had the desire to take him right at the moment he said those words, I was in good control to make myself realize what it might lead to. Every day was a new challenge for me to prove to my lover that I loved him no matter what. People might think that it's really stupid of him to not trust me but I can understand him.

My kitten had been all alone after his mother passed away. Every person he trusted, broke his trust. He was used, abused, raped and made to go through things that one couldn't even dream of. He had survived for years in this condition and finally, when he was out of that place, staying with completely new people whom he had just met, it will surely make him have the trust issues. And it was my duty to assure him that I will always be there for him no matter what. Weir had left deep scars inside his heart and mind. And healing those scars will take time.

"I won't hate you Ae. I will never hate you." He said. I can see his eyes getting welled up in tears as he said those words. "Ae don't want me. I am bad." He said as he began to cry. He pulled away from me, returning back to his side.

"Kitten...." I called him in a soft voice but he didn't look at me. Instead, he turned around, showing me his back. I can see his body shaking as he began to sob. I moved closer to him and wrapped my arms around him. I rested my chin on his shoulder.

"Kitten... I want you... I want you really bad and that's why I am scared. I will not be able to control myself and I might end up hurting you. I don't want to hurt you my love." I tried to convey my emotions. He didn't move or turn to look at me. What should I do kitten? I think of you more than myself. I don't want to hurt you. I don't want you to think that I am like all those people who just wanted pleasure from you.

"Pete, I want you. But I have to make sure that you will not get hurt. Just give me few minutes, I'll be right back." I said. "Do Ae really want me?" he asked while tilting his head a little and looking at me. "Of course. Let me get few stuff so that it won't hurt you. Okay?" I said and kissed his cheek before retreating from the bed and rushing out of the room. I made my way towards my bedroom and grabbed the necessities that I have kept in the drawer before hastily making my way back to my kitten's room.

I hurried inside the room and closed the door shut and locked it before proceeding to remove the clothes I was wearing. I threw the supplies on bed while I began to rip off the fabric covering my body.