𝐁𝐥𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐞

Satisfactory

Third person pov

What a shitty night

Josh was alone at the house at 12 am, alone meaning all the other people in the house were asleep.

Oh and h was horny as shit.

His worst enemy was his phone at the moment, because he knew it had the solution to his problem.. But he couldn't help but feel unfaithful if he went through with it.

She won't find out.. Plus it's hormones, she can't be mad at me IF she found out. Ugh I can't do this.

He went to the kitchen and got himself a bag of chips before walking back to his room and sitting in front of his TV, getting his controller and playing a few games while snacking.
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One rage quit later. He found himself, again, trapped with his thoughts. He didn't feel the urge to sleep. So he sat contemplating...

she doesn't know how much I need this, she probably doesn't even care anymore. She's there probably sleeping peacefully unlike me who's trying not to betray her trust by curing my boner.

Suddenly his needs took control, he got his phone from his nightstand and violently opened his messages, looking for her contact, tapping on it, and quickly typing in the words.

'I want you'

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But then he froze...

Jh:fuck

He swiped out of the app, and threw himself on his bed.

I'm sorry mads, but fuck it I can't stop myself.

He sat on his bed. Pulling out his phone and going through his gallery. He found the video and played it to the part where they last stopped. He gulped as if he were buckling in for a ride.

Josh was oh so passionately kissing mads while on top of her. Her soft moaning making josh yearn more for her.

Real josh was watching intensely, secretly wanting to be doing that in present time.

Josh then slid his fingers down her stomach and rubbed her inner thighs.

The video didn't show exactly what he was doing because of the covers blocking it, and that led it all up to Josh's imagination.

The video went on and on, until josh subtly switched his phone to his left hand, slowly fumbling with the rim of his jeans hesitantly.

Click.

He unbuttoned them.
Going down and stroking.

Conveniently, mads flipped the two of them over and straddled him. As she slid and grinded on him. She put a hand on his chest for support. Josh was heavily breathing, eyes barely rolled back and closed, his head thrown back. But of course, he couldn't let her be the Dom. He pulled her down on him and started kissing her neck once more, turning them over again, taking the lead. He stretched an arm next to her head.

Real josh was going insane. Beating so hard.

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Moments went by, interesting moments, josh was finished. Yk, jerking off and shit.

He went to the bathroom and looked at himself in the mirror after cleaning up.
He rubbed his face, disappointed.

He went back, and saw his phone still on the bed, the video still had around 3 minutes left to it.

He saw himself in the video pulling mads into a hug and kissing her lips softly.

She smiles at him and puts a hand on his cheek.
Their foreheads pressed together.

M:how you feeling?

He kissed her again.

Jh:That was the best fuckin sex I've ever had.

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That hit him hard.

He knew how he acted drunk. He always would say the truth in everything.
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Mads wrapped her arms around his neck and they fell onto the bed, maybe his phone charger died there, cuz they video ended automatically.

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I can't believe it.
I shouldn't have watched that.
Now I won't forget, ever...
That Madison Lewis was the best sex I ever had....

He slept that night, hoping he'll be able to pursue her, not knowing how to look at her anymore without having these sexual thoughts in his mind.

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Goodnight ps ik this chapter is kinda awkward, I can't describe jerking off without wanting to unalive myself.