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Hate Me

Josh pov

It was time.
It was the moment I've been longing to avoid. It was time for me to open my texts from Dave.

Dave

You are a fucking rebel josh.

What's up?? I've seen the videos, so has Brianna, you better answer.

I know you've dealt with this already but I mean come on, this is urgent.

Hey

Yea I just think this is too uncomfortable to talk about, not only for me but for mads.
We've already talked this through and it's just really embarrassing for her. And for me to just talk about her business like that would be really douche-y
I'm sorry man I know this would've been a kind of breakthrough for the pod but you gotta understand.

Ok I get it but isn't it your business too? You can't put limitations for topics abt YOU because you're a Co host, it would be unfair to our viewers.

Dave, I'm sorry, but what do you want me to say?

Mads has been involved in our most famous topics on the pod, think about how well this could do for us

I'd rather think about how she would feel.

When did you get like this?
It's just Mads..

What do you mean by that?

What I said and you know what I mean

Don't cross the line Dave, you're a great host and I know how much you care about this podcast but there's a limit to how much someone can talk abt something, you need to learn the limit.

Whatever, I guess some people are more dedicated than others
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Bro why can't he accept I have personal life. It just Mads.. Why the fuck would he say that, it's not like I put on an impression of not caring about her feelings, wait-    did I?

Mads 😕

Hey
Sent at 1:30 pm

2:50

Hi
What's up?

I wanted to ask you something

Go ahead

How much did I hurt you when I spoke about you on the pod at first?

Wow didn't expect that question

I need to know

Well, pretty bad josh

How did i make you feel?

Like I had no one.
I felt like there was no hope for me to enjoy my life and love myself after that

I'm over it tho

No
I'm am so fucking sorry Mads

It's ok, it doesn't matter anymore

Why would you forgive me just like that

I would've not gained anything if I didn't
I don't care anymore, you're fine

No it's not fair of me mads

Where is this even coming from
You could've done all this before
Now is not the time

I'm sorry
Hate me for a bit Mads, its not fair this keeps happening to you and you keep forgiving

It's just how my life is
I don't get apologies

Why are you so okay with this
It's not right

It doesn't matter
I really don't want to talk about this anymore

Hate me

I already did

Well you didn't show it
I don't deserve to get away with this

Josh
It's not that serious

It is

What do you want from me?

I want you to accept my apology after you show me how bad I treated you

I can't.
It's not me

Ok

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Jh:why is she such a good person, no one deserves it.

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