Desperate Desire

4. Temptation

Jade POV

Four days, that's how long I'd been trying to avoid Roman, I had to, I knew no good would come from being around him, everytime I was we flirted, and not in subtle way. There was something there and we had both felt it that much was clear, but I couldn't risk everything I have with Trevor.

Truth was the way I felt when Roman was near scared me becuase  I knew I wouldn't have the willpower or desire to stop him if he made a move, hence why I was avoiding him.

It was also the reason behind my recent decision, I had decided that after Hawaii I wouldn't be staying on the road I'd be going home. If I'm at home I'm not around him, Roman doesn't know where I live so I'd be able to forget about him. The only thing was I hadn't discussed this with Trevor yet becuase I couldn't think of a reason he would accept.

Currently I was watching Trevor's match backstage, I've always loved watching him wrestle his energy is infectious. Even though my focus was on the screen I knew the second some one entered the room, I felt them standing right behind me and I was pretty sure I would barely have to move before our bodies would be touching.

"I was starting to think you'd left" a deep infuriatingly sexy voice says "have you been avoiding me babygirl?"

The feeling of his hot breath over my ear and neck has me closing my eyes and praying my body doesn't betray me. Keeping my eyes on the screen and keeping my back to Roman I take a deep breath.

"It's for the best" I say "we both know it's a bad idea for us to be around each other"

"Then why haven't you moved away from me?" He asks "why haven't you left the room?"

"Becuase I'm watching Trevor's match" I say "and I was here first so you should be the one to leave"

"Or you felt the same thing I did that first day" he says his lips millimeters away from my ear "and just like me you're trying hard to fight it becuase you don't want to hurt him"

"I love him Roman, that man is my life" I sigh "what I felt that day is irrelevant becuase what I feel for him is far stronger"

I get no response from from Roman instead I feel his hands grip my hips as he slowly turns me to face him. I look up into his big brown eyes and I'm instantly transfixed. Everything in me wants to get away but I can't make my body move.

"Everytime I see you with him, I wish it was me" he says "I'm jealous and it's driving me crazy"

"If I were single I wouldn't hesitate" I say "but I'm not and I won't hurt him Roman, he doesn't deserve that"

"I don't want to hurt him, but I can't fight this anymore either" he says moving his face closer to mine "when you're ready, you know where to find me babygirl, I'll be waiting"

He backs away from me and I immediately miss the closeness and I feel cold. I watch as he walks out of the room, my heart beating so loudly I'm almost certain the gods can hear it.

I turn back to the screen Justin time to see Trevor get his hand raised, he looks ecstatic and I'm so proud of him. I watch as he walks up the rap and through to backstage. I know he's heading this way and I can't let him know there's anything wrong.

"Hey baby what did you think?" He asks beaming as he walks into the room

"Hey baby, you were amazing as always" I say as he wraps me in his arms and pulls me against his sweat covered body

"I think having you here with me is good for me" he says "I'm doing so much better with you around"

"That's a sweet thing to say" I say kissing his cheek "I love you"

"I love you too" he says kissing my neck "what do you say I grab my stuff and we head back to the hotel and you help me wash my back" he smirks

"I say that sounds perfect" I smile "let's get out of here"

Smiling he takes my hand and we head towards his locker room, the whole time my mind is on one person - Roman. I couldn't forget what he had said.

I know what he's asking, I know what he wants, and I can't deny that man has me all kinds of curious but can I really do that to Trevor? Could I risk the love of a good man for one night with Roman?