Desperate Desire

36. Impatience

Jade POV

Closing my eyes I enjoy the feeling of Roman gently massaging my aching lower back, we didn't have long to go now and little L would be with us.

I'm sat up on the couch with Roman behind me, a leg either side of me as his thumbs knead my tired muscles. My man definitely had the magic touch, he had the ability to take away any discomfort I was feeling with his hands.

"This helping babygirl?" He asks softly and I nod

"Oh yeah" I smile "very much so"

Slowly his hands move from my back to around my bump, his soft lips caress my shoulder before moving up my neck. I lean my head to one side to give him better access and I feel him smile against my skin.

"Have I ever told you that you are the most beautiful woman I've ever laid eyes on" he says as his lips move to the other side of my neck

"Mmm once or twice" I say placing my hands on top of his

"And have I ever told you just how much I love you" he says

"Every day" I smile "and you know I love you just as much"

"How would you feel about Luna arriving early?" He asks and I turn to look at him

"What do you mean?" I ask and he smirks

"Well what I have in mind, and what I'd like to do might just make that happen" he says going right back to kissing my neck

"So that's what this is about" I chuckle "you can't wait a couple more weeks"

"I've waited all this time, and now I just want to hold my little girl" he says "is that such a bad thing?"

"Not at all, I want to hold her too but she will come when she's ready" I say "it's a girls perogative"

"You know when you told me you were getting stomach cramps I really thought that was it" he says "and I don't think there's anything wrong with giving her a little encouragement"

"Yeah me too" I sigh "I'm still getting them, but a little more frequent today then yesterday"

Roman gently rubs his hand around my bump while simultaneously kissing my neck, before I even have chance to think his hand slides down between my legs and his hand cups my soaking wet heat.

"I knew you wanted it as much as I do" he chuckles "let it happen babygirl, give in to me" he says lowly and a soft moan escapes my lips.

His thumb finds my clit and rubs gentle circles over the sensitive bud, I lay my head back against his shoulder and close my eyes literally melting into him.

"Oh god" I moan out "Ro...Roman not like this"

"You want to take this upstairs babygirl?" He asks and I nod

His hand leaves me and I instantly miss the contact, he helps me to stand before guiding me to the staircase. I barely make it up the first five steps before I'm hit with the worst cramp I've had so far.

"Are you ok?" He ask a look of concern on his face

"The cramps are getting worse" I say rubbing my bump

"Tell me what you need babygirl and I'll get it for you" he says "let's get you back to the couch"

"Could you get my hot water bottle" I ask "it's the only thing that seems to.............uh oh" I gasp looking down as the floor around my feet becomes wet.

"I'm not a doctor but I'm going to say they weren't stomach cramps babygirl" Roman smiles "little L is on her way"

"So it would seem" I breathe "better take me in the direction of the hospital instead of the couch"

"This is it, we are finally going to get to hold her" he says excitedly "let's get you in the car, I've had your bag in there for a while"

Roman guides me to the car and helps me get in, he gets in the drivers seat and he still has the biggest smile on his face. As we drive to the hospital his gazes moves between me and the road as he keeps hold of my hand.

"We're almost there" he says "squeeze my hand if you need to"

As a contraction hits I squeeze his hand and out of the corner of my eye I see him bite down on his lip trying the hide the fact that I'm hurting him.

"Sorry" I breath "that one hurt a lot"

"It's alright, I've felt worse in the ring" he says "how are you doing?"

"Um well I hope we are really close becuase I'm starting to feel like I need to push" I say and his eyes widen

"On fuck" he gasps "just hold on babygirl, we are nearly there"

"Roman I do not want our daughter to be born in this car" I gasp "please hurry"

"She won't be" he says "I'm going to get you there, I just need these lights to change"

All this time I had been passing off my contractions as stomach cramps and all along it was our little girl letting me know she was ready to meet us. As I breath through the pain I hope against hope that we get to the hospital soon because I'm sure how much longer I can resist the urge to push.