Your words will always be enough to kill me inside
So, I let go of wondering if they ever stop
I never intended to start a war and maybe I didn't start it
But now I dont care anymore if you bleed
Every time I write about you
It's always because I'm hurt
You never notice but I do notice how I die inside
Whenever you feel like I'm the disaster in your life
Your face is such a disgusting one
That I could never forgive
It dawned to me now that I despite you
And that it's all fallen apart in our family
I don't care if you leave
Cause it would mean that my pain does as well
You never tried to understand me
So, I won't either do that anymore
If I would want to understand you
I'd have to be the same crazy being that you are
If I ever want to get your point
I'd have to hear that it's just me all alone
It would be just me all alone who's the problem
The evilness, madness, and everything you hate
But guess what, I'm not
And once I was beloved little princess
Oh, how tables turn when kids grow up
And parents grow to be cruel towards them
I will leave this house and your web of lies
But you'll always be remembered of the past
Or maybe you will forget me
As you forget that you're supposed to love me
It's your decision to make whether to change yourself
Or remain as the bitter person ruining everything
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Nothing But Thoughts
PoesiaWhere do our thoughts go if we don't write them down? They get lost. This is a selection of some poems that I wrote when I felt the urge to write them down before I forget what I thought of. Enjoy reading 🌙✨
