After 2 weeks of hardly no sleep the day has finally arrived i should go drink coffee with Jacob. I haven't heard from him since we decided to drink coffee today and he hasn't been on school either.
Hi mom what are you doing? i ask her as soon as i come downstairs
Oh nothing just on my laptop. I look at her with a questioning face and she laughs. Yes Hanna you can also just do nothing on your laptop, it's your problem that you always watch netflix or youtube when you're on it, but i don't do that.
I take a deep breath but than again she's right, i do always watch netflix or youtube when i don't have anything for school.
Looking one last time in the mirror to check how i look and i grap my bag to go to the cafe. Lightening my cigatette after i stapped one step out of my door i see jacob walking at the other side of the street.
HEY JACOB and i almost start running towards him. Hey Hanna he says when he finally turns around. i didn't know you lived here?
Yeah i say, i live right there it's the house with the white car and the black car infront of it.
Wauw is the black one your car? and he looks at it like he's in love with my car.
Yes i say while i giggle, why?
Oh no it's just a beautiful car he says still looking at it with his eyes wide open.
Come on i say lets walk to the cafe together i say pulling him out of his thoughts about my car and he nods his head while looking away with a face like he's lost.
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After a walk of 10 mins totally quiet i was worried about how this whole coffee drinking idea would go. He hasn't said a word to me while i was talking about everything and nothing at the same time. Normally i'm not that kind of a talker but with him it's different. Almost like i already know him for so long.
After Jacob finally sits down i look at him. Okay i say finally speaking up, i've thought about how i would ask this to you since we said yes to drinking some coffee together. Well you probably know what happened to me 4 months ago? Someone stabbed me with a knife while i was out with friends and this person stabbed me 4 times into my stomach and the doctors said i was lucky i was still alive. I remember someone picking me up that night and i looked in his eyes, and i don't know how i should ask this but i have this very strong feeling you are the one who picked me up that night and called 911. If it isn't true than that's okay but i saw you walking pass me a few weeks ago when i was taking a walk and i recognized you and after thinking about how i knew you it finally hit me. I just wanted to thank you for kinda saving me that night, because if you or maybe not you didn't call 911 that night and didn't help me i wouldn't sit here but i would lay under the ground. So just thank you.
I finally look at Jacob again and his face is as white as a ghost, did i say something wrong? isn't he the person who i thought he was, maybe i made a mistake, maybe he isn't the boy who saved me.
After he had a couple of sips of his coffee he finally cleared his throath.
Yes he says, i did pick you up and call 911 but i didn't think you would remember anything. I was scared what you would think of me and that's why i didn't go with you to the hospital. I did visit you once when you were asleep. You just came out of the room from the second surgery you had and i asked the doctors how you were doing. They told me i wasn't allowed to come inside your room because it was for only the family. So i went to go home again, and after that day i was too scared to come visit you again.
After looking at him in shock for 30 mins what it felt like i cleared my throat but the only thing i could say was thankyou. The tears jumbed in my eyes like it was nothing and there i was crying infront of the guy who saved me.
