Always when i'm walking through the hallways at school i feel like everyone's watching me when i'm without my friends. We have a group with 5 girls in it and we are literally best friends. The girl i know since forever is Zoë, she moved here when i was 3 and she became my neighbour ever since that day we've been hanging out. Than there is Kate she lives 2 blocks away from me and Zoë, i got to know her when i went to highschool, she was in my class the first year. And than there are Chloë and Faith, they are step sisters but they are also best friends, i know them now for i think 2 years because they moved here and came to my school.
Hey Hanna i see Faith walking alone with all the books for ger classes, hey Faith i say and i give her a big hug. Today is the first day i'm going to school again after recovering for 4 months and to be honest i couldn't wait to go. I missed you so much Hanna, Faith says it's been ages since i saw you walking here and she laughs at me. Yeah i know i say it feels good to be back i guess, i missed you guys so much you have no idea. So are you doing anything this afternoon? Faith asks me out of no where, uuuhm no i don't think so, why? Well we have a surprise for you she says with a smirk on her face, and before i can ask her what it is she walks away but stops for saying i have to be at her house at 3pm. I laugh at myself and wonder what it could be, my friends know i don't like suprises because i'm always too curious what it could be but today i just have to wait till i'm there i think.
My last class is history, and i hate history. I've never been good at it and it also doesn't interrest me anymore. When we learned about the second world war i was so focused because i thought it was so interesting but further there is just nothing i think that is interesting about history. It's all already happened and i don't get it like everyone always says move on blablabla and all stuff like that but yet we have to learn about every history there is, it just doesn't make sense.
Once again my teacher takes me out of my daydream by asking me a question i don't even understand. it's a "at what year" question and i hate those since there are 100 years between than and now and i never know wich one it is. Uhm maybe 1934 i say with a questioning voice. She looks at me and the class looks at me and i see her getting a mad face. Hanna this is the last time i'm saying this to you, the next time i see you not paying attention you have detention for a week understand that? she says in a harsh tone. Y-yes i understand ma'am i stutter, i don't like teachers getting mad at me at al, it always makes me shy and stuff. I hear a few kids of the class laughing while looking at me and i give them a dirty face. It's my first day and i've been called out for maybe 6 times already, and this was the second time in history..
When i come to my locker and push the books in it while getting the stuff i need out of it i look at my phone, it's 2:45pm, Faith told me to be at her house at 3pm so i need to hurry. It wasn't that far if you'd walk it would but i went to school with my car so it was a 5 till 10 minute drive. I knock at the door but there's no one who opens it utill i see a letter on the left of the door and i open it. the letters Walk to the backyard are on it and i look around me. Is this some kinda joke? i think to myself, why would they joke about a surprise? I shrug my shoulders and go to the backyard, when i open the gate there's yet again no one. This is pissing me off i didn't come here to play games. Turning around i see a note sticked to the door of the gate and i open it. "Sorry for irritating you go to your place we are there" Uhg why didn't they let me come to my place already than?! I get my keys out of my pocket snd walk to my car.
Once i got to my place i opened the door without lookong if there were any notes sticked to anything. SURPIRSE!, i hear when i open up the door and i see my friends and some othere people from school standing there. OMG i shout and put my hands before my mouth out of shock. Zoë, Kate, Chloë and Faith start running towards me to embrace me in the biggest grouphug ever. Omg thank you guys i missed you so much, why did you do all of this for me? i questioned. We wanted to do something special for you Zoë says, you've came a long ride for 4 months and we are so proud of you that you kept being so strong she says. Yes and we are happy that you're still alive Kate says, we wouldn't know what to do without you. I laugh at them and look around, who decorated the stuff i asked? Well we got the last 2 classes free from school because we had to decorate it without you knowing it Faith says and the rest starts to laugh. So you all decorated this just for me?! i look at them with big eyes because there were garlands literally everywhere and there were glitter things wich i don't even know what it is on the table and on the ceiling and it all looked so beautiful. Thank you guys i say again, i love you. We love you too, they say in choir and we all laugh.
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Once i got home i immediately checked my facebook to see if that Jacob boy maybe sended me anything but he didn't. Uhg if i only would have enough self esteem to send him anything i would, but i don't. I mean when i'm with my friends i have a lot self esteem because i can be myself with them, but when it comes to me alone there's like almost no self esteem at all. Maybe everyone is right and maybe i should let it go, if he wanted to know me why didn't he go with me to the hospital or why didn't he check at me when i was there for 2 weeks straight. I mean he didn't do that so why would that Jacob boy, if it is him, send me anything?!
I close my laptop out of frustration and walk downstairs to grap some fruit. I'm literally a fruit person if there isn't any fruit for a week i just freak out but i don't care since fruit is healthy for you. There are some strawberrys and apples laying in the fruit tray so i grap the strawberrys. I put them in a bowl and walk to the couch where my Anna is sitting. What are you doing Anna? and i look at her. She looks at me with a smirk but than the smirk starts into almost crying and i look at her with a weird face. What's wrong? Why are you crying Anna? But than i see what she's doing, she painted my dad's laptop pink, ANNA i shout WTF IS YOUR PROBLEM WHAT ARE YOU THINKING THAT'S DADS LAPTOP!! Anna looks at me with a face as white as a ghost and she starts bawling her eyes out.
okay Hanna i think to myself just breathe in and out and count to 10, she's only 6 don't forget that. I take a deep breath and sit next to Anna, okay look i say, you can't do this anymore okay? and you have to promise me that yes Anna? Okay Hann she says with a stuttering voice i'm sorry. Okay good, can you grap me some tissues and some water? let's make this clean, and Anna smiles at me.
After trying to clean the laptop that was white but now light pink and after explaining my dad what happened to his laptop everything was finally okay again. My dad never made any big problems about this he mostly tells us things like "o i didn't even like the white colour" and things like that. When i was little he used to do that at me too but when i got older he just didn't say things like that anymore but i understand that.
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After dinner i run upstairs to do my homework, Math and History. Uhg great always the same stupid subjects i have to do homework for. I'm not good at math and i hate history so this is going to be a long long night.
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Pinggg. i hear out of the corner of my bedroom. I look at my phone to see what time it is and it's 3am, why would anyone send me something at 3am what is this? I walk to my laptop and i open it to search where i got a message. Once i open my facebook i see someone wanted to chat with me so i open it. SHIT that's that jacob boy, oh no, and my heart skips beats while i'm trying to read what he sended me. OMG I KNEW IT.
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