what happened 《Jungwoo ff》

CH21

Renjun pov

Days and days, and the same dream keeps replaying in my head. Each day I wake up, heated, flustered and aroused over the thought of what I did with Y/n.

I've been avoiding her for the past five days, not only nervous about what had happened between us but the thought of her finding out that I was in charge of the school shooting.

Jungwoo pov

Doyoung, what should I do?
Should I find her?

What do you think snoopy?

"Yo jungwoo you good?" Haechan asks

Sitting In the canteen I failed to realise that I was in the mist of several people. Becoming the "hero" of the school added numbers to my popularity rank. Old me would've loved this, but the me now is nothing short of over it.

I've never felt the need to justify my actions like the way I do now. Y/n. God  she's been on my mind so much, and it's more than irritating. I see her more frequently and my palms begin to sweat and my heartbeat quickens. But this isn't a reaction of seeing someone you love.

I'm worried she's in danger, which is very hypocritical of me, but I can't help but feel the need to protect her. Huang renjun, why is she with him? Is he-

There she is, dressed in her beige Cargo pants and white oversized hoodie, she looks unfamiliar but still beautiful. Beautiful? At the sight of her I was lost for words. Had she always been this pretty, innocent?

No that's not it, I was wrong about her. I had wrongly judged her and expected her to be those basic self absorbed girls who's only talents is telling lip shades apart. She liked me? Me of all people, the king of douche bags, why why why me.

"Dude your staring" says Mark

Finally broken out of my trance, i had come to realise that everybody had been looking at me look at y/n. The canteen was silent, and still my eyes never left her figure until she turned around and looked at me from across the room. My head snapped down and I nervously fumbled with my fingers.

Woah, my heart dropped. I swallowed hard and stood up abruptly. I walked slowly in  her direction, lowering my posture to come off as less Intimidating. She cocks her head to the side and looked at me with confusion.

Somi stopped my movements with a look of hatred. " what do u think you're doing?"
I don't respond. " don't u feel bad for her?", "you ruined her life and you want to talk to her."

"THATS A LIE HE SAVED HER LIFE!" a random person yelled

" you broke up with her and-"

"Y/n please, I want to talk to you" I said as calmly as I could.

She looked at me, smiled and walked away. " y/n please, please I just wanna talk." I said advancing towards her. I may have took very large steps because I was in her space in moments.
She flinched, "i-i I just want to talk..."

"Follow me." She says

We were on the roof top, standing in silence for a little while before she spoke.

"What happened to you snoopy, you seem more lame. Did you get kicked out of the gang?" She says mockingly with a little grin

"Renjun.. how do you know him?"
" how is that any of your business?"
"Y/n he's bad news!"
" and you're not?"
"Listen y/n get away from him" I say a little aggressively
" he will hurt you!"
" you mean like the way you did?"
" or a little less choking?"
"I'm sorry, believe me I had the wrong idea about you-"
" what could I have possibly ever done to you, for you to have gotten the wrong idea!"
" I thought u were those annoying self absorbed girls-"
"EVEN if, even if I was, I still would've never deserved what you put me through, renjun would've never put me through it."

" he's a gang leader, he's bad news!"
" he's still a better person than you'll ever be!"
She says walking off.

I exhale before falling to my knees, I try to control my breathing but I'm hit with a wave of emotions. I'm angry I'm sad I'm annoyed I'm everything.

Doyoung, what should I do, what should I do I say frantically breathing.
Please please help me help me.

My head felt light and I decided to lay down and look at the sky.

Y/n pov

I'm on my way home, angrier than ever, stomping and marching like a little kid having a tantrum. I'm at my doorstep and I swing the door open, to see renjun.

He freezes and avoids contact, I blush.

" renjun what are you doing here?"
"I-i um"
A bouquet of flowers rested in his hands as he played with it nervously.
"Are those for me?"
" im sorry for avoiding you, I really am, I was nervous and scared and-"
" thank you so much." I say pulling him into a hug.
The hug lasted a little while before I pulled away and dragged him to my living room.

"How was school?" He asked
"It was good at first until that funking idiot ruined it."
'What did he do?"
"He was on about how I should stay away from you, your bad news blah blah, some dumb ass shit."
He tenses up
" why you look like that? Dw I don't believe him?"
"Y/n i-"
"Yeah??"
" I have something to tell you."