what happened 《Jungwoo ff》

Ch.13

Buried in the sheets of my blanket , I lay and think about what she said

I never enjoyed the thought of her loving me but now she hates me and I didnt really do anything wrong, well not that she knows that I did.

Her eyes spoke the truth no matter how hard I searched for the lie but she meant it, every bit of it .

How does someone go from loving you one day to hating you the next. Was I really that much of a dick. I always thought she'll be by my side and now I have no to love me.
No jada
No y/n
No mom

What am I doing .*sigh* I say running my hands through my greasy hair.

We've been through the same shit and I'm here making it worse for her.
We both have moms that were assaulted by our dead beat dads, we both dont spend enough time with them. We dont even know where our dads are.

"A-and she was raped.." I say outloud

I've never been good with handling people's emotions, but I should've said something.

Jada was right, she always is.

*knock knock*

"Come in.."

The door creaks open and a tired johnny walks in.

"What did you do to her.." he said sternly
"what do you mean?" I asked

"I did a check up on her, shes in really bad condition, I-I dont think she'll last long."

"Johnny I dont understand."

"You're a sick weirdo, you saw what happened to your mum, and you hated your dad for it so why are you doing this to her-"

"What what's wrong with her just say it."

"Fix things with her now before you regret it."

"Get out!"

He stormed off making sure to slam the door shut. Me and johnny have always been close , we met at bar in itaewon 7 years ago. I was bruised up by my dad and he helped me clean up and now we live together.

I dont know what he means by all of this shit , but I'm scared I really dont know what I've done, but at this point I cant find the strength or energy to care.

She probably still likes me even though I've been a jerk to her. That's how it always works for y/n. I hope

Or maybe I took things a little too far.
Fuck I cant sleep .

I open my phone to see no goodnight messages from y/n like she always does. I cant even see her profile. Am I blocked?
No way maybe she removed it.
Why is she on my mind right now

Because your guilty

Go away

Do the right thing

"SHUTUP I AM!" I yell

I'm disappointed in you

I shut my eyes tight humming to music, so I wont have to hear him speak.
The raspy voice of my stupid, dead brother. Who is always telling me what's wrong and right.

I'm not a baby anymore , I can handle myself.

But here you are , confused on how to even approach the girl.

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