what happened 《Jungwoo ff》

Ch.6

Jungwoo pov

Jada is my everything . She knows what she does to me my heart lays within her palm that she tosses about like a game of catch.

One minute she hates my guts the next she is deeply in love with me and i always seem to take her back. She hurts me, but love comes with pain right? I think i love her i mean why else would i dread the fact of loosing her affection.

Seeing her walk off made my already fragile heart burn as I began to panic very much aware that she heard what Y/n had said.

For the second time this week y/n behaved out of character. The words she chose irritated the fuck out of me, to the point where I held her up high with my right arm with her slender legs dangling off the ground like the lights hanging off of a chandelier.

Through all the fury and rage, I couldn't help but notice the look in her eyes, it wasn't fear or sorrow it was just emptiness. A cold, dark lonely void.

I let go of her feeling a little less angry untill she made a remark, barely audible but i still heard it. She didn't know when to quit so i knocked her unconcious and shut her up after.

"JADA WAIT!"

i called out. She stopped and i Immediately held her in my arms, the smell of her vanilla scented shampoo instantly calming me down.

"You're so gullible..."

"what-" i said loosening my grip

"Have you lost your mind?"

"What do you mean ?" I asked

"It's all an act.."

"What is-"

"I dont even like you like tgat.... she does b-but y-you just-

"H-hey calm down.." I said

"Why'd you punch her.."

"I dont know I just got angry and i-"

" i can never see myself loving you not even a bit i-it w-was my job to pretend to love you so you dont loose your shit and end up like your mother you crazy asshole." She began crying.

*scoffs*

"Ok I get that you hate seeing me fight but dont bring my mum into this."

"YOU DIDN'T FIGHT!
y-you hit her... for no reason."

"I'm scared of you jungwoo, I dont think I can be around you-"

" I would never hurt you."

"You said the same thing to her you freak." Jada says

"So what you're saying is this whole thing was an act, so I suppose me giving you my virginity meant nothing o-or
What about the time i starved myself to near death to prove that i loved you with my heart... mind and soul while y-you- .

"Was it all an act or did everytime we supposedly make love was meant to only fill your stupid sexual needs?" I asked visibly shaking

" I was paid alot of money by your-"

"Stop talking."

A crooked smile made its way up to my face as i inched closer and closer to her, I then took her by the head and placed a kiss on her forehead.

"You're fired.."

" it's not like you weren't playing y/n or putting on an act, I didn't do anything wrong! " She says sobbing

"Y-youre right jada, it's all my fault."

I turned and walked in the direction of y/n dragging my feet along the way. Blood trickled down the side of her mouth, her hair wildly spreader out  everywhere and tear stained cheeks, the white crop top I bought for her also stained in red.

Fuck...

I picked up her unconscious figure and headed towards the bathroom, where I layed her on my lap, her head lying comfortably on my chest

"Sorry" i said lowly

The tears began to flow out and so I let it all out . I kept her close to my chest whiles I rocked her back and forth. Her arms swaying side to side everytime I inhaled. Her once purple coloured face now returning to back to its pinkish peach colour.

No, No, no

I told Y/N what jada did to me, although she couldn't hear me, even if she didnt care.

Time went by and all i had done was stare at her face and spoke about jada. I sat on the toilet seat y/n still in my arms until a faint knock was heard from the other side of the door.

"Jungwoo come out already, Y/N needs to go home.

The door swung open revealing a worried taeyong.

"I'll take her home." He said

"You knew..."

"I-l" taeyong stuttered

I got up y/n still in my hands pushing past him. I carried her bridal style and put her in the car.

In the car I recalled everything y/n used to tell me i needed the extra information for my plan to work out. I knew where she kept her spare key and so it wasn't hard getting into her house.

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12:30pm

I recieved a call from y/n. She asked me how she got the bruises. I stuttered purposely and told her she got caught between the swings. I wanted her to doubt me or hate me I wanted to brake her just like what jada did to me. And then act as her knight in shiny armor.

I want to see who she really is, how badly I could hurt her until I'm the only hope of making her happy again. I want a real reaction, a real smile, real tears and real happiness.

Who is the real y/n?