what happened 《Jungwoo ff》

Ch.9

Y/n POV

"Haechan!" I yelled.

I went after him, why wouldn't I.
He stopped in his tracks still remaining in his position; back turned away and head tilted slightly.

"Are you ok?.." I asked  cautiously

"Ofcourse I am " he said still not moving

"I'm sorr-"

"I'm hungry let's go get something to eat! "

"Uhh... OK"
he took me by the hand and dragged me to the canteen.

The doors burst open as he pushes past it with are hands still linked together and a big smile planted on his lips.

All eyes were on me and him, i quickly removed my hand from his hold and denied eye contact as his smile faded

They just stared. They didnt say a word they just stared at me. I fiddled with the hem of my shirt, as beads of sweat start to form on my forhead, my head hung low, why were they looking at me like that. My Lower lip held captive between my trembling mouth as I chewed on them .

The looks i normally received were one of adoration, some envy but majority were adoration. But now they were looks of judgment.

I felt uncomfortable, I felt as if I didnt belong here, not right now.

"I-i just remembered that I left my money in my bag , I'll go get it."

"I'll buy you lu-."

"NO! ,I mean it's ok ."

With that I dashed out of the canteen .

Long story short I was abused by my older cousin whom I trusted the most, everybody in my last school found out , how? I still dont know.

It didnt end well, everybody thought I was a liar and how It was all for attention. Some said I begged him to do it and some said I paid him to and ofcourse he went along with all of it, claiming his "innocence".
Nevertheless, he was in jail for only a week as he was bailed out by his father who was the head of the police at the time.

That's when anxiety came knocking on my door from the fear of ever being in contact with him, and from then on it's been with me forever.

I moved to seoul for a new start and took endless classes of therapy to get me where I am today,  but here I am once again shaking and quivering in fear. Running and hiding away from my problems just like old times.

I ran and ran till I reached the school gates only stopping for a breath until I took off again.

I ran through the busy streets like someone was chasing me in hopes I could make it to my house where I felt I belonged. It wasnt that far just a little more.

I bumped into someone's chest and landed on my bum with a thud. A hand stretched out, in front of my face, in which I grabbed onto and stood up. I looked up and froze, my stomach turned a and I began to hyperventilate as I took few steps back, as a smile grew on his thin lips.

Sehun.

"Y/n, is that you... I haven't seen you in a while-"

I screamed as loud as I could, it was filled with agony ,fear and pain and could bring anybody to tears in an instant.

I thought I had moved far away from him. Why is he back?

I took of again as I heard footsteps behind me. Hes following me. I pick up my pace as I hear him call my name. Tears begin to cloud my eyes. I ran , i ran as fast as my feet could move.

Taking a sharp left into a familiar alleyway I run down and take another left. Where i met a rusty metal door, I could still hear his footsteps. I banged on the door, hoping someone was on the other side, I repeatedly banged until my knuckles started to bleed.

Finally I was let in, just before sehun could find me. Too tired to care I dropped to my knees. gasping for air and bursting into tears, I squeeze my stomach as I fully drop down on the floor, shaking.

"Y/n are you ok?"

His voice sounds so familiar, it all looks familiar, the smell of gunpowder and animals???