Olivia Bloom (GirlxGirl)

Chapter 1: Olivia Bloom

Hi guys thank you for the support on my other stories, this story is also going to be a girlXgirl but my character Olivia is going to tell the story, hope you enjoy! ~CyanWaves
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OLIVIA BLOOM
Hey, I'm Olivia Harriet Bloom, I'm 18 years old, I'm currently starting my last year in high school, you couldn't even believe how excited I am to be leaving school next year. Everyone says I'm the popular girl, the one everyone wants to be, I've never understood that, I'm just a normal girl. Everyone thinks I'm perfect, I'm not, at home it's definitely not perfect, in school it may seem perfect but my friends, they aren't my friends, they are people who just pretend to be there because I get along with everyone. I do however have a best friend Kale, we have always been friends since I can remember. We tell each other everything, he is the first person I came out to, no one other than him knows that I'm a lesbian, best thing is, he is gay too. To be honest you can't even tell that he is gay, most people associate being gay as being camp, but that's not always the case. Like me for instance, society thinks that lesbians should look like men, that is not true.

I live right next to the beach, it's almost my garden and my most favourite place to be. I love the sea, well I like looking at the sea, and listening to it, but I'm kinda scared of it, I used to surf and I almost drowned when I was younger, ever since then I've been too scared to try any kind of water activity. I love walking my dog on the beach, I walk him twice a day. My dog is a Dalmatian called Pongo, yes my favourite film as a child was 101 Dalmatians. I absolutely love dogs, and if I could I would rescue all of those who needed help.

I have long brown/blonde ombré hair, I want to dye it blue ombré but I think my parents would go mental. I almost always have my hair curly or wavy, beach waves are my favourite! I never go out with make up, I feel so insecure about my skin, even though I don't get spots, I'm still not sure about the no make up thing yet.

My parents, well, my little sister Amanda is more important, she has and gets everything, the rest of the family agree, they love her, I'm the oldest so I don't need anything, I'm the loner of the family, I think that's why it's so different in school, I don't want to me lonely. My parents always say they are "too busy" but they always find time for Amanda. They don't even go to parents evening in school, I have to go and ask the teachers to write their comments down for them, then after they read them they either nod or have a go at me because I'm not doing good enough. Nothing is ever good enough when it comes to me.

The most important things for me are my dog and my education. Some people may say "it's only a dog", for me he is my life. I look after him, I feed him, I pay the vet bills and he sleeps in my room with me. He is like family, those with a pet will understand that, they make a family complete. My education for me is important because the sooner I get a job, the sooner I get away from here. I'm going to University this year, I want to be a psychologist, I am going to university somewhere abroad, I haven't decided yet, I mean I will apply nearer to home too, but for me, a fresh start away from my family is perhaps the best thing.

I want to be in love, which sounds insane, but I want someone there, I assume it's because I haven't had a family to share my love with, I give all my love to Pongo. Thing is I'm not that attracted to girls my own age, I haven't exactly figured the whole lesbian thing out yet, all I know is that I'm not interested in men. The first time I knew I was different was when I was twelve and all my "friends" and I were in a rugby match and some of my parents friends were there too, and all the girls were constantly checking out the players and going on at how fit they are. But me, I was looking at my parents best friend, Steph. I always thought she was pretty but at that moment I realised I had a huge crush on her. I still do to this day, when my parents aren't working their friends come over, I catch myself looking at her and checking her out. She's known me since I was small which is weird, and I know her more than my own mother, but I really do like her.

My favourite subject in school is Psychology, my favourite teacher Mr Edwards left last year and now there's going to be a new teacher, which will probably change the way I look at psychology, every time there is a new teacher they are always mean. I like French too, I did want to be a French teacher but changed my mind when I realised how difficult it would be. I'm one of those people who like things to be simple but I will also fight for what I want, I like straight forward things.

I'm actually really shy and a quiet person, I'm one of those teens who will get through high school trying to fit in, I'm definitely not the popular girl everyone wants to be or thinks I am, its my last year in school and I want to make it count. I'm not going to be the "perfect" girl that everyone wants to be. I was blonde before the summer, and I've decided to go back to the dark look, I always wore dresses and acted really girly like everyone wanted me to be, not any more, I have always wanted to be myself but in high school, it's amazingly easy to lose yourself. I love ripped jeans, black clothes are my favourite but never got the opportunity to wear them as kids in school would torment you to change. I'm more of a leather jacket and biker boots kind of girl. I was always nice to everyone to get my peeps into parties and for them to get boys/girls. I'm sick of it, I'm sick of society, particularly teens expecting me to be whatever they want me to be, like I said I just wanted an easy life in high school, but I think this is the year where I'm definitely not going to be in the parties, and not going to be the one everyone wants to be, I will be the girl who sits in the toilet during lunch, at least I would be being myself.

Before the summer, every year there is the biggest party of the year in school, all the cool kids are invited, I was, and the people around me were too. Brandon, the guy who throws the parties, liked me. I rejected him, but he told everyone that I came on to him and that he was seeing someone, which meant everyone turning against me and not wanting anything to do with me, well when I say everyone, I mean the popular kids. I have other people who talk to me, but these kids are the spoilt pain in the back sides, if you know what I mean. Rejecting him also meant some of the popular kids weren't invited either, so now the group hates me, which honestly doesn't bother me as much as people may think, I have Kale.