Olivia Bloom (GirlxGirl)

Chapter 6: Crunch

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*OLIVIA BLOOM

It had been two weeks since I spoke to Miss West, she barely even looked at me after what I had said to her that day. I had felt guilty for speaking to her like that, but at the end of the day it was the truth, and she was horrible with me. I do like her, and I'm not being big headed, but she must like me too if she leant in and tried to kiss me. I look at her all the time, trying to get her attention but she won't even look, she doesn't even make eye contact when she passes me work in class any more.

I get why she would be a little annoyed, I mean I rejected her, and then I told her that I wanted her. I would be a little pissed about the situation too, but she's an adult, not a child, so I don't know why she is acting like that. She should just try and talk to me. Also she is my teacher, at some point she is going to have to make contact with me during the year, whether it is about work or because we are arguing.

I was thinking about it all night, and I knew I had to talk to her since parents evening was coming up, and even if my parents don't go, which they probably won't, I will have to talk to her on my own, and I won't be made to feel like all of this is my fault. Nothing, other than a argument, and me and my big mouth has happened. Maybe she's staying away from me because of the obvious reason, she's my teacher.

I had psychology today with Miss West, I was feeling confident today. I might have the confidence to say something. That's not if she says something first. There has been a few times where she has actually acknowledged my existence, she may sometimes say something passive aggressive, which makes me laugh and then she gets even more riled up. While I was getting ready for school I was thinking about what would have happened if we would have actually kissed, would things be different? Would I still of rejected her?
A bark from downstairs, I went to see who it was.

As I was coming down the stairs someone was knocking on the door, I opened it, it was Kale's mum.

"Hey, Lisa, what are you doing here?" I moved to the side to let her in.

"I thought we could talk, I know you have school, but I think this is important" she said and we sat down on the sofa.

"How are you feeling?" I asked, that probably was a stupid question, she had just lost her son.

"I'm doing as expected Liv, how are you holding up?" She looked at me,

"I'm good" I said.

"I wanted to talk to you about you", she said.

"What about me?"

"Are you a lesbian?" She asked as she looked deep into my eyes.

"Yes" I immediately started to cry. She held me.

"It's okay Liv" she whispered in my ear.

"How did you know?"

"I found this" she handed me a book. I read the cover Kale's Thoughts, now I was confused.

"What is it?" I asked.

"It's what seems to be, Kale's journal" she said laughing. "Makes sense, he never showed his feelings, just like you" she said.

"Why are you giving it to me?"

"I thought it might be best for you to keep it, he was your best friend, I can't even to begin to know what you are feeling right now, you have the right to know what he was thinking" she said as she placed her hand on my knee. She stood up.