Held Captive

Antidote

Vixen's POV

Her lips were like a feather against mine. So fucking soft and pure. Just like her innocence before it was stolen from her. I wasn't any better than them because at the end of the day, I hurt her, and I would never forgive myself for that. She was too fucking good for me yet I wanted her and I was too fucking selfish to let her walk away, live a normal life, not the one I was unknowingly dragging her into. 

My thoughts are cut off as she grinds against me and I grip her small hips in my palms. There were so many different emotions running through me as she began to kiss down my neck, finding a spot and sucking on it. She was barely doing anything, yet it had me hard as a rock. I have no idea how long we make out but after a while I can feel my anger slowly starting to dissipate. I put a hand out to support my weight and lightly grip her neck with the other one. I had to be extra careful around her from now on. 

I slip my tongue in her mouth as she reaches for the waistband of my sweats and swirl it around hers. She moans and it's only as she trails a hand inside that I know what she's trying to do. I grab her wrists and detach our lips. 

"Please" Her eyes pleaded with me and after everything she'd told me I was determined to give her whatever she needed and my gut told me that she wasn't ready. I should have never pushed her to do it yesterday. It was a dick move.

"No." I grit as I trail my hands up her creamy thighs until her skirt pools around her waist and rub her through her panties. I then look down at her for any sign of resistance. 

"We should stop" I rasp, struggling for control. 

She shakes her head, moaning. "Just be gentle."

I was the opposite of fucking gentle. Shit, maybe this'll be harder than I thought. I dip my tongue back in her mouth to try and calm myself and run my hands everywhere but her aching core until she whimpers, impatiently. 

"What do you want?" My voice is thick with lust, all the anger seeping from my body, as I peer down at her small frame.

She whimpers again, "Anything, please." She rocks against me, seeking some sort of friction but I won't give it to her as I lift her, just enough for her not to be able to touch me. 

"Be specific." 

"I want you to..touch me." 

I smile at her flushed state and kiss up her neck while massaging her inner thigh. "Where?" 

"Please jus-" 

"Where?" My voice is more demanding this time and she visibly flinches. I curse myself but don't let up. 

"My..pussy." Her lips tremble slightly and I know it's not from the cold. I needed to stay in control if this was going to work. 

I smile in triumph and unzip her jacket, slowly, before teasing her clit. She lets out a loud moan and a deep chuckle rumbles through me. She was just as affected as I was. I trail my other hand up her stomach and dip a finger between her breasts. 

"Vixen.." Her silent plea was all I needed before I hooked her panties to one side and slipped a finger into her tight channel. 

"Fuck, your wet." I groan, pushing down the monster threatening to make an appearance. My eyes stay fixed on her face as I slowly drag my finger in and out, looking for any sign of displeasure. Her moans fill the silence as I add a second finger and continue my slow rhythm. She plants her lips back on mine and begins to ride me, matching my rhythm. I look down for a split second and hold back a groan as I watch my fingers disappear into her, over and over again. 

"More." She whines, picking up speed. I match her tempo every time she speeds up and watch her undo herself before me. It was the sexiest sight I had ever witnessed as her breast bounced up and down every time her ass ground on me. I just wanted to strip her naked and take them in my mouth while fucking her. I'd never had to restrain myself with a girl before. It was always them begging me to use them however the fuck I wanted. 

But this girl..she'd asked me to wait. To be fucking gentle. The truth was I didn't know how, but I was going to try. For her sake. 

I could tell she was close by the way her walls clenched around my fingers and I leaned into her, "Come for me." I trace my tongue around the shell of her ear and her answering cry rang out as my words sent her over the edge, her body racking with pleasure as she grips my shirt. I withdraw my fingers, wiping them on the inside of her thigh and run my hands up the length of her back as she sags into me. She stays there for several seconds and for a moment I wonder if she's fallen asleep.

I open my mouth to ask but before I can say anything, I feel her body shaking as she silently cries against me. Her body racks with sobs as she clings onto me for dear life. I wrap my arms around her, a low growl erupting from my throat. Did I hurt her again? If I caused this...

"Please..t-take me home." She manages. I ground my teeth together as rage clouds every pore in my body. I get up and deposit her in the passenger seat, toss the blanket in the back and make sure the latch is up before hopping in. The entire ride was silent and she stayed curled up in a ball, leaning her head against the window, the whole time. I assumed she was asleep and didn't bother saying anything. 

I pulled in front of her house and turned off the ignition. I don't look over at her and she doesn't move. "Tell me I didn't hurt you"

The question was like a boulder in my mind this whole time and I just- I had to know. I looked over at her and saw a confused expression on her face before it quickly turned to one of understanding. She shakes her head and gives me a weak smile. 

 The tension leaves my shoulders and my eyebrows creased in confusion. Her sad eyes stare back at me as she tries to keep the tears at bay. I run a frustrated hand through my hair and take a breath. 

"You shouldn't be alone tonight." I state as I contemplate calling Gwen. 

"Will you stay with me? I know it's a lot to ask but-" 

I don't even give her a chance to finish her sentence as I get out and wait for her to follow suit. Once inside I run her a hot bath and leave her to her thoughts. She'd asked for my help but I brushed her off. It was a little harsh, I know, but I knew I couldn't handle the sight of her naked body. Not tonight. 

It had been a cool twenty minutes of me pacing, contemplating if I should undress or not, when she comes out. She'd changed into a pair of boy shorts and an old t-shirt, her hair up in a messy top knot. Even like this my dick managed to triple in size. I knew I was big. I'd been told by many and most times I basked in it. Not today. Instead I felt guilty, she was already scared of me and my size did nothing but add onto it. 

Her eyes travel down and her breath hitches. Shit. 

"Um..you can undress i-if you want.." She sounded so small and fragile, no matter how much I wanted to I couldn't do that to her. 

"I'm good." I make sure to keep my voice level and see her relax slightly. I move to leave and her light touch rests on my arm. I start to feel a weird sensation in my stomach as I turn my hard gaze on her. 

"Sorry." She moves her hand, "Where are you going?" 

"Thought it'd be better if I slept on the couch." I tilt my head to the side in question. 

"Do you mind?" She motions towards the bed. My eyes narrow but I don't say anything as I close the door and sidle under the covers. I put some space between us and wait until she turns off the light before closing my eyes. My eyes snap open as she snuggles into me, resting her head on my chest. "I hope this is okay." She says, softly. 

I grunt in response and don't bother hiding it as I readjust myself. I had never had the worst case of blue balls until now. 

"I can help..if you want?" She sounded almost scared to ask as she lifted her head to look at me. Fuck, my dick was gonna hate me for this. A string of curses fall from my lips as I nudge her head back down. 

"Get some sleep."

A couple minutes pass and I can tell she's fallen asleep by the way her breathing slows. I then close my eyes, breathing in her sent and let the exhaustion from today take over.

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