Blame It On The Streets-YG Love Story

Chapter Four

Jayden POV

I never thought I'd see these streets again. Honestly, I never wanted to see these streets again. But here I am. In the heart of Compton driving back to my old home. After we moved my brothers kept the house and continued living there. I can only imagine how many memories its gonna bring back.

It's been a long night/day. 14 hours straight driving. We left right after we got the phone call last night. I barely got to pack any clothes. But then again I'm not staying over a week. My mom hasn't talked the whole drive and It hurt me. I have no idea what it'd be like getting a call like that. After losing her husband 5 years prior. My momma was a solider. I snap out of my thoughts when I see it. 400 Elm st. I Make a right and pull up to the 3rd house. Instantly I get flash backs right after another. But the one that hit me hardest was when I seen the paramedics put my dad in the ambulance. That's when a couple tears slipped out.

"I miss him too baby" My mom says quietly rubbing my back. I nod my head and dry my tears quickly before we get out the car. I grab mine and my mom's bags as she walks up to the door. I notice her just stand there staring at the house and take a deep breath. She opens the door. I'm quick to follow. I walk in and just see my brothers and my mom all hugging. And I hear my mom crying.

They were trying to say comforting things like 'it'll be okay' or 'it's gonna get better' but deep down you could tell they even had doubt in their words. I set our bags down and my brothers notice me. Jermain is the first one to run up to me and hug me. We hug for a good amount of time before Jerimiah pulls him off of me and we start hugging. This is when I begin to cry. Just knowing the fact that I won't be able to hug Jordan like this ever again. Me and Jordan were the closest out of everyone. My tears finally begin to stop and I make my way down to my old room. Nothing has changed and I was shocked.

"We left your room the same just in case you ever came back. It's whack this had to be the reason why." Jermain says leaning in the doorway. I lay down and he comes to lay next to me and we just stare at the ceiling.

"What happened Jermain?" I say desperately.

"I don't even know what happened last night sis. Me and Jerimiah weren't there when it happened. But we know who did it and one of them is dead. So when I catch that other nigga on mommas he's goin 6 feet under." He says. And I just shake my head.

"So Jordan killed the other guy ?" I ask. It's hard to accept the fact that my brothers are potential murderers.

"Well that's what we gotta figure out. Our bro YG was there with brother and he's in jail right now. I'm just waitin for him to call so I can go bail him out." Another nigga they don't need to be associated with. I roll my eyes.

"Fucking idiots" I say under my breath. I didn't mean to say that but I'm just so angry with them.

"What Jayden?" My brother says raising his voice.

"If yous would have dropped the gang and moved to Denver. Like me an mom kept trying to tell yous my brother would still be alive!" I say yelling at him sitting up.

"You think we fuckin wanted this shit to happen?! He was my brother too! So quit with all that self pity bullshit! Jordan died for us! You gotta have some kind of pride in that! He died for our block! Not lettin NO ONE disrespect us!" He's yelling now. I try to come back gonna say something but.

"No Jayden! He did just what he was supposed to and died carrying on pops' legacy. And I don't give a fuck what you say but I hope I go the same way." He looks down at the ground.

"Respected" His voice lowered completely when he says this. I can't say anything after that. I'm at a loss for words and I begin to cry heavily.

"Jayden I love you sis. I'm sorry. I just. I don't know what you want me to say. I wish I could say he's coming back but we already know how this goes. Dad never did." He says hugging me tightly and I feel his hot tears drip on my forehead.

"Now come on. You have to go with mom to the station and we're gonna go get things set up for the funeral tomorrow" I nod wiping my tears.