Blame It On The Streets-YG Love Story

Chapter Thirty

Rocky Pov

"Push! One more time Push!" The doctor yells. I hear a faint cry shortly follow. "It's a baby boy!" Incoherent cheers fill the hospital room. I feel tears slide down the side of my face but im so weak I can't even wipe them. I feel someone hug me.

"Congratulations love" i hear someone say. But I couldn't see who it was . My vision was blurry and i felt my breath get caught in my chest with every inhale.

"She's not breathing!!" I hear but it sounds so far away. I'm no longer able to see the bright hospital lights. My baby, is all I'm able to think before I'm met with complete darkness.

"Rocky baby" I hear a voice that voice is all too familiar. I turn around and I see that smile. That smile I would murder for. My breath gets stuck in my throat. My tongue was tied I couldn't even speak , I never jumped so fucking high in my life wrapping my legs around his waist and my arms around his neck. I put my face in the crook of his neck as my tears flowed like Niagra Falls.

"Baby, stop you're gonna make me cry" i hear him say in my ear. I finally control myself enough to look into his watering eyes. Nothing has changed. Nothing. I kissed him hard and surprisingly he kissed me back.

"I need you. Jord I can't do it alone. Baby please our son needs you." I say sobbing again uncontrollably. He puts me down and hugs me hard.

"You have No idea Raquel, no fucking idea how much I wish I could be with you and our son. Every day i watch your fine ass and think damn imagine if I would've left the gang when everyone told me to. I'd be able to be with my family. Don't blame anyone but me , my love . And i am so fucking sorry. I know it's hard I know. But you're strong and just know I'm watching you every single second of every day. You're never alone i promise."

"Baby you don't understand, I can't live without you. I can't" I say trying to control my tears once again.

"I'm gonna see you again. Its just not our time to be together. I already told Jayden I'll see y'all again soon"

"What do you mean , when did you tell Jayden??" I ask confused.

"You remember 2 months ago when her and Keenon got in that accident? She had a near death experience and for some reason was able to come here just like you" he says. I was sooo confused. Jayden been here already too?

"What is this place baby?" I ask curiously.

"You know I can't really tell you. It doesn't feel like heaven, but maybe it's just ours." He says shrugging.

"I need to know who killed you Jordan. Please tell me" I ask desperately.

"Jayden asked me the same question, and I'm gonna tell you the same thing I told her. It's someone you guys know. I can't say much else" i just took a deep breath and hugged him tight.

"Come here let me show you something" He says guiding me down a long hallway with many doors. He finally stopped in front of a brown, wooden one and opened it. Inside I see an incubator. Jordan walks me up to it and i see the most perfect lightskin baby boy. My eyes start watering again.

"He's perfect" I say , my voice barely above a whisper.

"He sure is" Jordan says with his arm wrapped around me as he kissed the top of my head.

"Rocky baby, I need you to move on. It's the only way you're gonna be happy again. Find someone else, I promise I won't be mad. I wanna see you happy" He says genuinely.

"I can't love anyone else like I love you Jordan" I say as a tear glides down my cheek.

"Try my love, it's time for you to go back. But I'll see you again soon I promise" He says kissing me passionately before walking backwards.

"JORDAN NO!!"

A/N: I miss you guys and this story 🙄 I still have lots of plans for it but no one even be reading it anymore. Should I stop this story and start a new one ? Should I finish this one?? C'mon guys let me know what y'all want. Talk to me I appreciate feedback. Vote , comment, share. I got mad love for y'all 😘♥️
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