Becoming the Moon Wolf

Chapter 48

I see the pack house coming into view and I breathe a sigh of relief, "Qamari, please talk to me."

I nearly jump out of my skin, where the hell did he come from. "Alpha Apollo, what would you like to discuss? Could we set up a meeting for tomorrow morning? I'm quite tired." I say to him in an attempt to delay whatever it is that's happening right now.

"No! We promised we were done running, that we were going to deal with this head on. I love you Qamari. I don't want anyone but you." He says and I run my hands through my hair.

I give him a hard glare, "I love you too Alpha Apollo but love isn't always enough. If you can't choose me everyday then I don't want it. It's crazy to me because you were made for me just as I was made for you. Why can't you love me? Why can't you choose me?" I say and I can't help the tears that fall from my eyes.

I feel him get closer to me and then I feel his fire start to burn through me. I yank my body away from his because if I let it continue, I'll get lost in that fire.

"Qamari, please. I'm sorry, I never meant to choose her. There will never be another for me, there is only you and there will only ever be you. If you give me a chance, I'd love to explain it to you, please." He says begging me to hear him out.

"Fine." I say sniffling, "Let me shower and talk to my brothers. Can I meet you in your office at like, 4:00pm?"

"Yes, Qamari, of course. I will see you at 4:00." He says and he smiles at me. I give him a small smile and I head into the pack house.

"Thank you, Ren. I know you only agreed for me and I love you so much for that. Please promise you'll think of yourself too, not just me." She asks but she already knows better. My wolf and her happiness comes first.

I head into the room that I shared with little Wyatt last night and I can't help but miss him when I enter the room. I quickly shower and realize all of my clothes are still in Hudson's room. I let out a huff of annoyance.

"Not being a member of this pack is really starting to annoy me." I grumble out loud.

"Just text one of the girls." Echo says and I roll my eyes. I totally was going to do that, it's not like I totally rely on my wolf abilities. "Riiiiiiight."

Sometimes I wish I could punch her. I grab my phone and text Mari, asking her to bring me some clothes. She texts back saying she will and I sit on the bed, in a towel, as I wait for her to arrive.

I decide to call Ares while I wait and he picks up on the second ring.

"Little sister! You've missed me this much already? It's been three days!" He says chuckling at me.

"If you could see me right now, you'd know better than to say that. I feel as though I've already been here for a year, Ares. I'm exhausted, emotionally, mentally, and physically." I say and I can picture the concerned look he has on his face.

"Want me to get Orion and Gabe?" He asks me, "Please Ares."

In a few minutes, I hear the opening and closing of a door and I know my brothers are there.

"We're all here, Ren, now tell us what's going on." Ares says and I sigh. Just as I'm about to tell them what's been happening, I hear a knock at my door.

"Hold on guys, Mari is here, she's bringing me clothes. I'll be right back." I say and I don't wait for a response before I head over to the door.

I open the door and Mari is standing there with an unreadable expression on her face, "Thank you for bringing my clothes Mari. I'm sorry for forgetting them in Hudson's room. Is everything alright?" I ask her and she shakes her head no.