No matter what

Accident-6

I take a deep breath then rush out of his room

what was that, why did he do that, why is he acting so weird towards me, Leo who never even spares a glance at me, he was so close to me....i-i could feel his hot breath on me...o-oh my god my face is going red

I grab my cheeks walking downstairs slowly lost in my thoughts

i-if I moved even a little bit my lips would've been- oh my god what am I thinking,

I shake my head breathing heavily. "Honey, you okay?" I hear yennifers voice, and flinch slowly looking up at her with my face red, and my eyes still wide from the earlier shock

"h-huh? What do y-you mean?" I gulp hard, she scans me then starts to talk " your very red...and... you're breathless...you okay?" I grip my hand to a fist near my chest and nod fast

" o-of course I am okay, i-ill see you tomorrow !" I run out of the house going into mine, I run up the stairs of the house and to my room and shut the door locking it.

I look up at my window, which shows Leo's window, I see him looking down at his phone, he then puts it away, he slides his hand under the hem of his shirt slowly sliding his hand deeper, stripping his shirt off himself, my face way redder than before now.

I gulp hard, and my eyes got wider when he takes his shirt off with one hand, his chest wide, well build, his abs toned, and perfectly shaped, his biceps showed his muscles properly, his veins trailing down to his hands made his body complete, as if God himself took his time to shape him

he slides his hand on the button of his pants, i jump and run towards my window, flustered and panicking at the sight i am seeing, i grab the curtains fast to shut them then turn and see him looking at me, i freeze.

Oh...no....he's going to think I'm a pervert.....no no no no no he's opening his window.

Leo opens his window looking at me, he opens his mouth to talk I interrupt him fast with my scream "IT IS NOT WHAT YOU THINK IT IS!, CLOSE YOUR BLINDS THE NEXT TIME YOU CHANGE!" I yell loud making him close his mouth

he was taken back by my sudden outburst, I slam my window locking it, and pull my curtains falling to the floor holding my face

KKKYYYYYYYAAAA what the hell did I just do right now, no no no no no omg I want to hide... I want to run away and never see him again...this is embarrassing.

I cry in my thoughts shoving my head in my knees, pulling my blanket off my bed, and covering myself with it.

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Leo looks at Heather's window, he chuckles shaking his head pulling his head back in the room shutting the window. He walks towards the bathroom when the ringtone of his phone stops him

he looks back at his phone and grabs his phone looking at the text message he received

"every week give her the dose, it'll keep her from knowing anything. The injections are in your car, in the glove box." Leo looks at the message then shuts his phone walking to the bathroom silently.

He stands in front of the mirror then turns his back to the mirror, tilting his head back looking at the deep scars on his back, he shuts his eyes, strips his clothes, and walks into the shower.

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- next day-

I look at the entrance door of my house gripping my school bag to my chest gulping hard

I should just not go to school today right.....I cant see him... after yesterday night...oh my god I'm embarrassed.

I dig my face in the back of my school bag, squirming around.

" Heather....what are you doing" I flinch at my brother's voice, and turn around to see him standing right behind me, I scream as he finches with his eyes going wide stepping back

" WHAT" he screams back at me holding his hands up in defense, " w-why are y-you standing behind me like that!" I shout back "you're here in front of the entrance of the house for about thirty minutes now, squealing, and gripping your bag like how you would grip your teddy bear when you would get scared as a kid....what is wrong with you..." he scans me up and down,

I frown my eyebrow, my lips curl down, and I sniff as my chin shakes.

Joseph looks at me getting scared " h-hey hey what happened why are you about to cry... heather it's okay" he places a hand on my shoulder, I shut my eye and scream loud crying, he flinches grabbing my hand " h-heather hey hey its okay, don't cry.... Tell me what happened slowly okay"

he leads me to the living room and makes me sit on the couch, I rub my tears sobbing loud like an infant, Joseph grabs a glass of water and brings it near me.

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Suddenly the door swings open and Alex walks in he looks towards the living room seeing heather

her cheeks, eyes, and the tip of her nose red, her lips plumped. He frowns walking up towards her with a worried expression on his face, he looks at her tears streaming down her face.

Heather rubbed her hands, a habit she does when she is anxious or nervous.

" What happened?!" he grabs her face in his hands, she looks at him and starts crying more, she grips Alex's shirt digging her face in his stomach, he holds her head stroking her hair, he looks at Joseph signaling him what is wrong but joseph shrugs his shoulder in confusion as well

" Heather, what is wrong?" he kneels matching his face with her cupping her wet cheek, " talk to me, hm" he says with a soft voice, and a soft smile while wiping the tears away with his thumb.

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I look up at him seeing his face, his soft cheekily smile, and his eyes softly looking at me.

Those eyes, that smile, always gives me comfort in every situation, he is so gentle with me, treats me like how a baby is treated..how should I tell him...he always lets me rant about Leo, but not once has he been tired of it, I feel horrible... all he does is listen to me even though its the same thing.

" A-A-Alex" my voice breaks with hiccups and sniffs, I raise my hand wiping my tears.

" yes, Heather" he says with a hushful voice. "I-i-i don't w-want to g-go to s-school" I start crying more, crawling towards Alex hiding my face in his neck, he wraps his arms around me, one over my back and one under my knees, he grips me close to his chest and gets up holding me like a toddler.

Alex looks toward Joseph and signals to him that he will be taking her to his room, joseph nods confused, and worried. Alex walks towards the entrance of the house while holding Heather, he moves his leg to open the door when suddenly the door opens from the outside, and there stood Leo

" Leo, you haven't gone to school yet?". I flinch at the name and grip Alex digging my face deep in Alex's neck.

No no no no no no, why is he here.

" heather" I hear Leo's name call out to me.

fuck.......