No matter what

A must-21

I take a deep breath shutting my eyes as his hands travel from my waist to my back.

what is he doing... I want him to stop but at the same time, I don't. what has gone into me...

I open my eyes and lock my eyes with him. he leans forward and gently pushes me down making me lay on the couch as he comes on top of me.

" what is it Heather" he whispers grabbing my chin

"h-huh" I shutter as my cheeks turn red

" you've been looking at me weirdly" he whispers. " you want me to stop?" he leans forward. his face inches away from mine.

I go to open my mouth but get interrupted by his lips locking onto mine.

oh my

I grip his arm and kiss him back. he moves his hand inside my shirt trailing his fingers on my stomach while sliding his tongue into my mouth.

oh god, he's good at this.

his hand suddenly stops and he pulls away as the door knocks.

" Leo! I heard your back!" a manly voice spoke out.

I look at Leo with my eyes wide. he looks back at me and chuckles.

what is so funny.......

" what's s-s-so funny" I cross my arms over my chest looking at him.

" your reaction," he says getting up and I frown.

I fix my shirt before he opens the door and steps out shutting the door behind him.

whatever that was it was amazing. oh god, I shouldn't be thinking of such things but I do wonder what would it feel like if he kept going.

I blush hard and cross my legs feeling a pule between my thighs. I didn't know he liked me all this time. but still, it's weird to think how he did. he was always cold and rude. maby that is how guys react when they like someone. that's what I want to believe but realization hits me thinking how he is like that with everyone.

stop overthinking Heather. enjoy the moment. he likes you. your dreams are coming true. your first kiss is him and the last will also be him. he is with you and you're with him. enjoy these moments as you can. let yourself free.

I smile laying back down pulling the cuddling blanket over me. I watch the fire and hear the soft noises of wood burning. I smile shutting my eyes taking in the warmth of my surrounding. with that sleep takes over me.

LEO POV

after talking to an old friend of mine I walk back inside the house. I look at Heather and walk toward her. wrapped her in a blanket, sound asleep.

I take a deep breath and make my way to the kitchen grabbing an injection out of the drawer and walking towards her.

everything was going fine until she started to remember what she isn't supposed to. if she didn't think too much about it and ended up having a flashback none of it this would not be necessary. now I have no choice.

I sit down on the ground next to the couch she's asleep in, and slowly pull the blanket off her neck. she squirms around moving her hand.

what is she doing...

she brushes her hand over my shirt and then comes back gripping it, I frown looking at her hand.

I look up and see her asleep while she holds my shirt. I chuckle at her sight.

She's a child.

I move my free hand to her face moving her hair behind her face smiling.

wait this is not what I am supposed to be doing.

I clear my throat and take a deep breath bringing the needle near her neck. I hold her down and suddenly insert the needle in as she jumps but I held her down. she looks at me gasping.

" s-stop" she whispers.

I press down on the injection letting the liquid flow inside of her. slowly her grip on my shirt loosens and her eyes shut again.

why do I feel guilty? She's nothing to me. this shouldn't matter.

I get up and walk away avoiding seeing her face.

it's for the best. It's a must. she must never remember what she saw that day. if she remembers. she dies.