No matter what

Kiss-18

Heathers POV

I take deep breaths gripping onto Alex's shirt tightly.

I look up at Alex who's staring at Leo, I look towards Leo and he just has a blank face on.

Alex looks down at me then back up at Leo taking a deep breath.

" Heather get some sleep," Alex says in a gentle voice.

I frown and look at him then turn my head to Leo.

" you shot him. I remember. You shot him Leo" I say desperately for him to accept his doings and for me not to be looked wrong again.

This makes sense. He was there when I passed out. He knows I know he knows. He shot him. I remember now.

Leo looks at me and takes a deep breath walking towards me, I flinch back a little at the sound of his footsteps.

He suddenly stops his tracks looking at me.

" Can everyone leave me and Heather alone for a bit?" Leo says in a low voice making my eyes go wide.

" fuck no." Alex says fast

" Alex I won't do shit. I just wanna talk to her privately" Leo looks up at Alex

"I-it's okay" I'll make him say those words, for that, I need to get Alex out.

Alex looks at me with an unsure look, I nod at him reassuring him.

He takes a deep breath and nods walking out and so does everyone else.

As soon as the door shuts my head swings to Leo who's staring down at me on the bed.

Leo takes a couple of steps toward me again making me flinch once again.

He kneels down a little matching my eye level staring at me.

" Heather, I know you might hate me for many things. I am a man who's cruel. But you can't accuse me of stuff" he says in a gentle tone.

My eyes go wide at his approach, he had this same gentle voice last time when I ran into the room and got scared.

" I-I s-saw you" I whisper out not looking into his eyes.

" Heather," he says in a hushful tone making my cheeks go red. the way my name rolls off his tongue oh God.

I slowly look up at him. His ocean blue eyes met my deep forest ones. I gulp nervously.

" Why did you join the game knowing you could get hurt" he whispers

O-oh god he looks perfect

" I-I-I wanted to be alongside with you, mean something to you" I pant heavily, my cheeks going red as a tomato. He titles his head at me with his eyebrows frowned.

" why?" He looks at me confused

Wait am I about to confess to him. No no I don't wanna be rejected.

" I-I-I" before I could finish my words I got interrupted by Leo's face being charged at me with his lips landing on mine.

My eyes go wide making my breath hitch at the sudden kiss.

He's kissing me right now. My first kiss. It's him.

He opens his eyes meeting my wide-opened once.

He moves his lips on mine digging deeper in my mouth, my eyes shut suddenly from the feeling of his taste on my lips.  

I grip the sheets on the bed and move my lips along with his.

I feel his hand place on the back of my head pushing it further trying to get deeper.

How much more deep can he go in my mouth.

My face full red now. My hands move up suddenly when I feel his tongue slide to mine.

He's kissing me. I've only ever dreamed of Leo Smith kissing me. I should pull away this isn't right. But it feels so good at the same time. My magical fairy tale world feels like becoming true.

Leo holding me and kissing me. This is what I always wanted. For him to look at me with the same eyes as I do. But how can he? He's so cold to me and now suddenly here he is kissing me. What is he up to? Why is he doing this?

All of these questions are in my head but his lips are melting those questions away.

I shut my eyes and gently press my lips back onto his. He suddenly breaths heavier and grabs my back pushing it toward him, he tilts his head for better access and digs deep in the kiss and so do I.

I eventually pull away to catch a breath, my head placed onto his us both looking down panting heavily.

I slowly look up at him with my face red. He looks at me with no expression. I can't read what this boy is wanting to say or even if he wants to say anything.

But I have million work questions boiling up my throat. At the same time, I dont wanna ruin this moment, but I have to get answers as well.

" l-l-Leo" I manage to speak out grabbing his attention that seemed to be lost in his own thoughts.

He looks up at me both of his hands beside me on the bed making me trapped under him.

" I like you"

" h-huh..........."