"Han is coming here with your food, go and take a shower or idk wash your face ig. You lazy fuck"
I just sighed and got up to go to washroom
I took a quick 5 minutes shower and got into some comfy clothing
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I didn't have time to dry my hair so I just rubbed it with my towel
I put on some sunscreen and got out the bathroom
I saw han and minho there eating food on my bed
"Seriously? On my bed?"
"Its comfy" Han said
"Oh and btw han knows"
"Is it hard?" Han asked
"What's hard?"
"Like you just got together with Chan and now you can't even see him when we're around, I mean you can be with him when were on the trip but still when we come back things are gonna get even worse, you'd have to go to missions and you might see Chan getting hurt and you can't even do anything about it"
"Who said I can't? Even if we act broke up I wouldn't just let him suffer like that"
"Well ig you're right but are you okay? Like with anisa and stuff.. she used to be like your sister right? Ik you lied and almost made her get killed by us but now it's true.."
"It does hurt, but the thing is.. she's taking everything from me, you guys give her most of the attention, so does my parents, so does my brother itsuki, she's popular at school. My skills in shooting and defending is much better than her, but Chan praised her instead of me.. and at the end of the day when I get to be alone with her, she just brags about her being so perfect and popular. Her grades in school were horrible, she wears tons of makeup, she had a nose surgery and she dies her hair like every month. All she cares about is fame, money, attention and herself. I know her childhood made her be like this but, she had many therapists and we tried to change her for years, nothing works.."
"Wait, wdym her childhood made her be like that?" Minho asked
"Ik it's not my place to say, and I promised her to keep it a secret but well when she was about 8 or 9 her parents didn't care about her, all they cared about was her sister. Her parents always told her she wasn't good enough, for anything. She wasn't good enough in using guns, or defense, or anything. She always tried but never was good enough, until she started using swords and got interested in hacking. She's a God in those 2, but her parents still give her sister more attention. They never celebrated her birthday. She never got any love or attention, so she decided to do this stuff. She works with bts and tried to get me with a member, jimin. It didn't work, but she's with them so she can get revenge on her parents"
"Wait really? That's kinda sad but yk.. all of us have a dark background, her background is almost just the same as Felix. You have a dark background too, right?"
"Well the people at my school calls me a sociopath, I was but I changed. When I was a kid, all I've did was train, fight my fathere enemies, experience pain mental and psychical. I've killed a lot of people, for my father and well my family. If I didn't my father threatened to sell me to them so that they can torture me then kill me. But now, he changed.. he loves me more than anyone else and tells me he's sorry. I don't think that they're even the same people. I don't remember my father's face as a child so there could be a possibility they're different people. They tried to get me therapy but I didn't want any, I always thought sharing your problems with other people are useless and pathetic, desperate for help. But now I find it somehow nice and comforting"
"You're definitely chans girl. You probably know what chans background story is"
"I don't actually, i never really talk about this stuff with him"
"Well then, he lost his parents when he was 4. He was kidnapped and tortured by mafias until he was 10. All the torture made him strong, made him learn. He finally stood up for himself and ran away, ran away to some abandoned place. There he met hyunjin, hyunjin is a year younger than Chan so he was 9. Hyunjin was there laying down with blood dripping out of him. Chan didn't want to trust him and help him but Chan was and is still and amazing human being, so he helped him. Hyunjin got found by the police and was bought to a hospital and healed but Chan hid and didn't want to be found. After 4 years when Chan was 14 he met hyunjin again. They became friends, then we all just met somehow and became a group" minho explained
Wow..
"I'm too lazy to explain how we all met and all our background stories but you can ask Chan when were gone" Han said
As we were all talking we finished our food and han took them downstairs
