Minho pov
Ena is literally gonna kill me, is her weird food cravings ever gonna stop? Gosh it tiring.
She has been asking for food the whole day, and she keeps saying "I'm feeding our child" what a great excuse.
Anyway she's sleeping rn, she sleeps a lot too. I wanna wake her up, cause why not?
I slowly entered our room and walked to her. She had her blanket all over her so I can't see her
I slowly started removing her blanket "AHHHHHHH" we screamed at the same time. She was awake the whole time? She had her phone in her hand and she seemed to be on Netflix
"WTF DO YOU WANT?" "I wanted to wake you up" "like that?"
"Why we're you up anyway" I said as I looked away and went to grab my phone which was on her makeup desk thingy
"Because I can't fall asleep, now get out if yours only here to bother me. You do know it's dangerous for our child when you scare me like that right?"
"Stop with that 'our child' thing" I said and was about to get out
"Wait-wait.. what?"
"What? What do you mean what?"
"What do you mean by what you just said? Are you saying you're not the father of this child..?"
"I never said that, and biologically I'm not.."
"You do know it hurts to hear that right.." she's being overdramatic again.
"Why does it hurt you? I'm only saying the bitter truth, I'm not the biological father of that child."
"I know, I never said you were. But why do you have to remind me?" She said with her voice getting louder, she stood up and looked at me with disappointed eyes
"I didn't want to remind you, you reminded yourself. All I said was stop the dumb excuses with saying 'oh I'm hungry, get me some fries, feed our child' I didn't even say anything about being the father of that child or not until you yourself brought it up, why are you mad at me?" I said in a calm tone, even if it's annoying.
"You literally fucking said 'it's the butter truth, I'm not the biological father' you didn't have to say that, you could've just explained what you meant by not reminding me of IT even more" she said yelling at me
"Don't fucking yell. It's your fault, you took me the wrong way, you misunderstood what I said. So you're the one to blame, why are you telling at me?"I said this time raising my voice a bit
"YOU SHOULD'VE EXPLAINED IT THE WRONG WAY AT THE BEGINNING" this time she was actually yelling
The door was still open so the others could hear. Jisung and Felix entered while we were arguing and shouting at each other
Jisung held me and Felix held her
"Hey hey, what's going on?" Felix asked, jisung didn't say anything but held me back and didn't let me look at her
"HES BEING A FUCKING JERK, SAYING DUMB SHIT AND MAKING ME MISUNDERSTAND HIM ON PURPOSE. THEN PUTTING THE FUCKING AT ME"
"IM SAYING DUMB SHIT? YOURE THE ONE WHOS SAYING DUMB SHIT ENA. ITS YOUR FAULT YOU MISUNDERSTOOD ME AND REMINDED YOURSLEF ABOUT THE FACT THAT IM NOT THAT CHILDS BIOLOGICAL FATHER BUT NOW YOURE YELLING AT ME? PUTTING THE BLAME ON ME? GET A FUCKING LIFE"
I completely lost it and started yelling at her as much as I can. I wanted to say much more but I can't, I love her too much and I don't wanna hurt her. Even if she's really maddening me right now
Chan and the others came in and tried stopping us
"Hey hey, lee know. Pull yourself together. You can clear things up the calm way" Chan said and pulled me
"NO HE FUCKING CANT, DID YOU EVER EVEN WANT TO RAISE THIS CHILD WITH ME? OR DID YOU JUST PITY ME? CAUSE IF THATS THE CASE THEN LEAVE ME AND FUCK OFF I DONT NEED ANYONES PI-"
"ENA. PULL YOUR SHIT TOGETHER. STOP MAKING SHIT WORSE, CALM THE FUCK DOWN"
Ena pov
Felix yelled at me. For the first time. I've never seen him like this.
"Just stop it you 2. Jisung take minho away with you and talk to him, I'll be with ena" Felix said this time calmy and pulled me away.
This shit hurted so much. I don't even know what to do and sag anymore.
Is it really me? Am I the one to blame? Did I actually misunderstand and start being too overdramatic?
I know minho didn't mean it that way... I think I was just too afraid of this type of situation, that's why I started being lime that...
I started shaking a lot and tears starting coming down. I lost control over my legs and fell on my bed
"Felix, did I actually overreact? Am I really one to blame? Did I actually say those shit?"
I said with a shaky voice. Felix and my hand and sat down
"Okay, explain everything. I'll tell you what I think"
I started explaining everything to him. And honestly now that I think of it, it is my fault. I shouldn't have overreacted like that.
"Ena, look. You shouldn't have overreacted that much and calmy asked him for what he meant. I know it would've been actually bad if he meant what you thought he meant, but he would never say that stuff. He really loves you and your child, it's too obvious. But now don't blame yourself too much and make it harder for you, apologize to him tomorrow. Let's go outside for a walk"
He said. I smiled at him and pulled him in a big hug
"You're an angel, I'd seriously adopt you as my brother"
"You mean I should adopt you as my sister? I'm older than you" He said and laughed
Seriously, felix is the best friend I've always wished for, he's an angel living on earth.
