Never Be

11

Ana's POV:
The week blew by and here's what happened:
Monday- broke the window
Tuesday- moved a ceiling tile
Wednesday- Calum sprained his wrists
Thursday- accidentally released rats in the school
Friday- found two snakes in the hallways
Yea a very eventful week. Kadeans party is on Friday and Ashton said he would go. Kadena basically flipped out. Now she's even more stressed about the party. So now were all pitching in to help with the party. I already figured out what I was going to wear. Dark wash skinny jeans, a panic! Shirt and black chucks. I walk outside and wait for Molly and Kole. Were gonna carpool to school. Molly comes out but not Kole. I text him that I'm leaving and he has to bike to school. He doesn't respond. I roll my eyes and drive.

We arrive at school and my friends look at me. "What?" I ask. Faith posted a picture of Kole kissing her cheek and the caption is "if you love something let it go, if it comes back it's meant to be". My you can hear my heart shattering. Last time he broke up with her because she cheated anyway. A single tear falls and I wipe it away. I head straight to first.

I survive first...then second...then third...fourth...fifth...lunch...sixth...seventh... I am quite for the whole day. I drive home and I see faiths car blocking my driveway. "Bitch," I utter. I park then Molly goes to her house. Aaron comes in and hugs me. "I'm sorry," he says. I mean this is silly. He's just a boy. My best friend even. He would never think of me anything else. I finish homework and I go outside. I get my bike and helmet. I then start my relaxing bike ride.

At one point I had to stop because the tears were blocking my vision. I collect myself and I continue riding. I go to a Corner Store and get my self a snack. I pay then leave. I ride back home.

Once I get home I take my helmet off. I walk my bike up my driveway and I almost get hit by Faith. I look at her and she smirks. I ignore her and walk back in my house. I pick up my phone and check it. Everyone tried to contact me, but only one name stuck out. Kole.
K: hey,I don't know if you heard but I'm back with Faith...
A: I heard. It sucks tho. I'm your best friend and I the last one you tell....
K: well I was the last one you told when you told your friends I was your best friend..
A: u didn't remember. I thought u liked it that way.
K: u didn't even try to tell me.
A: how was I?please explain a perfect way to tell someone that your their best friends after 4 years!!
K: you never tried to talk to me Ana!
A: really? All I remember is you being pissed at me for a week, then all I get from you is a smile, then a glance, then nothing. Up until sophomore year I tried talking to you. You just brushed me off!so sorry that I thought u would be happier if I didn't tell u!
K: there you go again! It's simple to say "hey do you remember me? I'm ur freaking best friend!"
A: u try it one day mr freaking perfect. Lose all connections with someone, then drop that bombshell 4 years later!!!!
K: I wish u didn't drop it. Drama follows you everywhere!
A: or does it follow you. I mean, after all you are dating faith after she cheated on you! Guess she's not faithful! Does that feel good? I'm joking in a serious disscusion!
K: your such a brat! I thought you were my best friend
A: ex*

He stopped texting me after that. I broke down. Everything that I had bottled up against him just flowed out. I feel eyes on me. I walk over to my window and close the blinds and curtains. He was my best friend and he wasn't there to comfort me when I needed him. When I did he was with Faith. This is gonna be hard. How am I going to avoid him now?

I wish things didn't get so disconnected between us. I wish I was Faith right now. I wish our relationship didn't turn sour. I wish we never got into that first fight. No, I wish I was never in the fishy class in kindergarten. Then I wouldn't of met him. I wouldn't have to worry about Kole Anthony Waters. I wish I was never involved with him. I want my relationship with him to disappear.

To never be...

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