charlie cox ; imagines

false god

i wrote this listening to false god by taylor swift, so you should listen to this while reading!

"i can tell you're gorgeous just by feeling you" matthew said from behind you, his hands roaming the sides of your body to feel the smooth silk dress along his fingers, making him hum in satisfaction.

you both had just gotten back from an evening event for the city. the whole night you were stuck to his side, never going too far without him in case anything could happen. his arm would always be around your waist, his hand on your lower back, his hand holding yours— he couldn't help but allow him to be selfish & keep you to himself.

thinking back to what he was currently doing, you felt your face heat up at his words & how he touched you. so, before he would get carried away, you turned around to face him & let your gaze linger on him, seeing his head dip down towards yours.

"you always look good in a suit" you complimented, your hands resting on top of his chest, slightly rubbing them against the soft material of the suit jacket.

"i can't wait any longer" he said softly with a little rasp, pulling you slightly closer to his body in one swift motion.

with one of his hands holding your chin in place, he kissed you ever so slowly, making you almost stumble to the floor in your heels due to the effect he had on you. as you both slowly moved towards the couch, matthew pulled you down gently when he sat down, smiling as you were seated on top of him.

"i hope you had fun tonight" you said when you adjusted yourself on his lap, taking a breath & a moment to admire your man in front of you.

lips swollen lightly, chest rising up & down, his hands holding your hips in place, his loose tie & slightly fumbled hair— he looked too good to be all yours.

"i think we could have some more fun... only if you want to sweetheart" matthew said smoothly, his hands under your dress running over your thighs as he waited patiently to respond.

when you stayed quiet, matthew moved his hands from their previous position & held your face instead, comforting you with a look of concern.

"what's on your mind?" he asked you, forgetting all about the mood he was in just a mere moment ago.

with a nervous breath, you laughed slightly to hide your embarrassment.

"it'd be our first time... you know..." you started, trying your best to explain what you were thinking.

"i just don't want to disappoint you or something— i don't know! i-i..." you tried to explain, but luckily matthew understood you fully.

giving you an assuring smile, matthew took off his red glasses & held one of your hands to give it a small squeeze.

"you don't need to do anything you don't want to do, there's no rush. i'm here when you're ready, yeah?" he told you in a soft tone, making you nod your head & lean into his touch.

"you could never disappoint me sweetheart, i know that as a fact" he added, kissing your hand & making you swoon from how good he was treating you.

"i don't think i'm ready for that yet... is that okay?" you asked him, seeing him kiss your hand once more.

"that sounds perfect to me" matthew responded, feeling you lean forward to catch his lips in a slow, gentle kiss, to show your appreciation for him.

"thank you" you whispered to him, lips barely touching.

& instead of responding with words, matthew kissed you again before kissing your forehead, picking you up in his arms to bring you to his bedroom.

"i do want to maybe try something else though..." you said once he let you onto your feet, making him look at curiously.