Pain,
I love you but I hate you
I need you but I'm better off without,
I let you control me
but your not all I'm about
I can't survive without you
but your slowly killing me
I let you define me
but that's not all I want to be
I know it would be easier to just give in
but what follows your relief is an unbearable shame
I keep myself trapped between you and my life
I'm letting you go, sick of this twisted skin game