A month has passed since the day Felix left. All my friends have been so supportive of me and Changbin has literally moved in my appartment. All this time I've been focusing on my modeling work and I've been to as many events as I could. Being around people energize me and fills the hole inside me for some moments.
"Felix texted!" Changbin shouts from the livingroom.
"Geez!! HYUNJIN you could put some clothes on first!"
I ran from the shower, soaking wet, with the water falling around me.
"WHAT?!"
He hands me my phone and I read the message while feeling my heart beat faster.
LixieLove
Hey, hyung. I am coming to Korea next weekend and I wonder if you would be free to meet me.If you can't I totally understand, no worries. Say hi to the others for me. Kisses
"You haven't changed that name yet?" Changbin laughs while peeking at my phone.
"HEY!" I hide the phone while feeling my cheeks burning.
"Just answer him already dummy stop blushing at that goddamn screen."
"HE ASKED ME OUT!!!"I shout while jumping around the room.
"YA! Answer him!"
I type fast, slapping my face "Hey, Felix. Yes. I am totally down. See you soon."
The days passed at the speed of lightning. I kept myself busy the whole week, working almost non stop. I got butterflies everytime I thought about Felix's message. I am also scared, he might tell me that the night we spent together was a mistake and that he doesn't want to ever see me again.
Soon I find myself in the car driving to the location Felix sent me. He didn't gave me any other information apart from the location. When I arrive at the destination I find myself in front of a cabin, surrounded by trees and a pool in the back part that I can spot partially. His car is parked outside and I feel my heart beating faster.
The road to the cabin was peacefully, a gentle sun was entering the windows of the car, making me warm. I had no idea when I've accepted the invitation what the meeting is going to be about, and I don't have any clue now but at the view of the location my stomach tightens.
I shyly knock on the front door but no one seems to answer so I try the handle and I enter. The large room is filled only with the rays of the sun entering the lateral windows. The inside is nicely decorated in a classic modern manner, with accents of gold and jade green.
"Felix?" my voice is trembling a little and I try to clear my throat.
Felix's pov
My hearts beats so fast in my chest that it almost hurts. I inhale trying to control my shaky hands and legs at the sound of Hyunjin's voice.
"Hey. I'm up here."
The cabin has a large room with an open space kitchen and a back door to access the pool and a second floor connected by a set of metallic stairs. I can easily see the livingroom part from the second floor and I see Hyunjin approaching the stairs. I feel like the time has expanded and it makes the moment of our meeting longer.
"Hey, Lix."says him with wonder in his eyes, but also happiness.
I jump off the bed and I hug him tightly. His perfume drives me crazy, making my legs shake even harder. He caresses my back and I lift my head a little to look him in the eyes.
"Can I kiss you?" I ask him feeling my ears burn.
"P-please." He replies with his lips a little parted.
I put my hands around his neck and I lift myself a little on my toes. I press my lips softly on his at first, then he tries to guide his tongue inside my mouth. I moan quietly and I start to play with his tongue as well, tasting his sweet aroma.
"You taste amazing."I tell him breathing heavily.
"You too, my baby."
I feel butterflies all over my insides hearing the pet name. I slowly stop the kiss and I sit on the edge of the bed.
"Sorry for leaving so sudden. I tried to tell you while being on the rooftop, but you were so happy and it made me feel so useless to ruin the moment." I tried to find my words while fixing him.
He sits next to me and rests his hand on my tight.
"No need to worry, Lixie. You don't owe me anything. We've spent the most beautiful moments since you know... And if I could I wouldn't change a thing."
"Are you curious why I've wanted to meet you here?"
"Very." He replies in a deep voice that makes me think about unholy things.
"So...After going back to Australia I couldn't stop thinking about you and us...I never did...I just forced myself to stay away because I was a total mess and I made your life harder. I know I am not good..."
"Babe, please. Stop it. Just breathe and go on, ok? No bad words for my precious Lixie.
"I-I want to ask you out and try to see how everything goes. I...I just want to fix what I've torn apart three years ago. O-of course only if you would accept my proposal and let me make up to you. I don't say that I've changed, I try... but also... I don't want to try to live without you anymore." I finish my sentence with a long sigh.
"You don't have to. I am and always was madly in love with you, Lixie!"
He grabs my face and kisses my lips very soft, biting them a little and sighing heated.
"So, it's a yes?"
"Hell, yes! You've always been a yes, Felix."
My fingers are now playing with his long hair and pull a little. Soon he is above me and places his hands on the sides of my head on the bed counter. The slow movement of his hips makes my pants tighten. My nails are now buried in his back through his shirt. His lips wander on my jawline, going down on my neck. He places small kisses at first, then he founds my sensitive spot under my collar bone. Hyunjin bites scratching my skin a little with his teeth, then he starts to bite harder grabing my ass with one hand and squeezing hard.
"Ba-baby... We have to take things easier. I have to make it the right way this time." I say fighting for air.
A/N How do you feel about the story until now? Just few more chapters until the end 💗
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Fanfic~Completed~ So how would you feel to meet your first love, that you ditched 3 years ago, at a school reunion? You thought you've started a new life and put the past aside. Maybe it will turn out good, or maybe everything will go downhill. Find out! ...
