Lonely in gorgeous // Hyunlix

Chapter 9 - Lust 🔞

Hyunjin's pov

"Soon."

I refuse to understand his reply. I gained him back after 3 years and I am reufusing to lose him again out of guilt. I tried on so many sleepless nights to understand him, to find an explanation on how he was able to leave so easy.

"Don't leave...again." I say putting my hands on his face, forcing him to look me in the eyes. A tear is rolling down his face. What I really wanted to say it's "don't leave me again", but I can't be that selfish.

"Don't leave Lix, you have our friends here, everyone will be so happy to have you back and you would be able to put an end to the story. If you don't want me in your life I won't stay in your way, but all I'm saying is..."

I'm stopped by his lips pressed on mine. I feel my whole body shiver and I grab him tighter deepening the kiss. I kiss every inch of his beautiful face and I go back to his lips, without being able to stop. My hands are wandering on his chest, while he deepens his nails on my back. I feel my breath getting heavy while he adjusts and comes closer to me, sitting in my lap and pressing himself on my now erect member. He moves kind of shyly but determined, which drives me crazy.

"I've missed you so much, baby." I say while I tangle my fingers in his blonde hair and I taste him with my tongue. He whines in my mouth and I bite his bottom lip, the felling of its softness drives me mad for him.

"I can't promise that... I'll...stay." He tries to speak while he's also searching heated for my lips.

"Don't."

I lift him bridal style and I go to the bedroom, placing Felix on the bed with care. He takes off my shirt and I try to unbutton his pants without stopping kissing him. My lips are on his neck now, biting slightly, leaving small marks. His hot breath touches my face and I feel so intoxicated by him that I can't think straight.

"I want all of you, baby." I whisper.

He moans and grips me by the hair.I place both his hands above his head and I finally get rid of my pants and his. I'm amazed by how hard he is already.

"Have you been waiting for this?" I ask him placing a hand on his neck and one on his hard member, squeezing him gently but firmly.

"Y...ye...s" His face is so red and full of lust in his cuteness.

"I don't care if you have been fucking someone back in Australia, I just dreamed and waited for you to be back one day, but if you didn't do the same I'm just gonna punish you now, but I won't be mad. I just want you to be mine for today, baby." I say looking deep into his half opened eyes.

"No. I haven't. I...I just want you. Always." Now he is touching himself and preps for me. He fingers himself while looking into my eyes and I feel how I'm about to drool at the view.

"No wonder you are that hard." I have a devilish smile and my insides are screaming out of happiness and lust.

I grab his hands again and I replace his fingers with mine, stretching him.

"Is it enough, hun?" I ask placing one finger into his tight hole.

"No. Mo-more. Ah..." he replyes pushing his hips closer to me.

"Like that, baby?" I add one more finger and I twitch it, going in and out slowly.

"Y-y-es..." he puts his head back and moans loudly.

"I don't have any lube in the house, you'll take me like that kitten." I say with a deep voice feeling that I can't wait for longer.

"I don...t...ca...re." He is trying to speek between louder moans while three of my fingers are twitching and teasing inside him.

I go down and kiss his chest, then his perfect abs. When I go a little down he presses my head on his erect member and arches his back. I take him in my mouth and I try to tease him but I'm too impatient to play and I take all of him and suck with hunger. He whimpers as my head goes up and down on his member faster. My hips are moving on the sheets, trying to get some friction, impatient and almost at my climax seeing Felix crying for me to pleasure him.

"I want you inside of me, now." Says Felix with a deep harsh voice.

"Did you miss that?" I ask him while I lift my head and I place one hand on his neck, squeezing lightly.

"Everyday. Please. Please." He begs.

I adjust myself and I place my dick between his strong tights. In the beginning I just tease him with the tip.

"Baby you are extremly tight. You've been a good boy, now you deserve to be rewarded."

I push hard now and I fully enter him. It's my turn to scream his name loud while I thrust. His moans are louder and he pushes his hips further to get even closer to me. My hands are squeezing his tights while we make out with sloppy tongues, leaving wet marks on each others faces and with our teeth clashing.

"I am..." before he can finish he bites his bottom lip and releases himself on his chest.

I finish as well but I have no intention to stop. I turn Felix with his face down and I press him on the bed with a hand, while my other is gripping his member that is hard again. His beautiful tanned skin is now covered with a thin layer of sweat and I lick him from the back of his head to his ass.

"Fuck. You taste amazing Felix."

He is now twitching underneath me while moaning even louder and gripps the covers of the bed in his fists. I enter him again, slower.

"Just tell me baby, what do you want me to do to you?" I whisper into his ear and his deep moans are music to my ears.

"F-fu-fuck me harder." He says on the edge of despair.

I squeeze his neck lightly from behind and I thrust inside him again and again. He now bites my hand and sucks my fingers hungrily.

"Babe, it's so fu-fucking go-good. I can't hold it anymore" He whines while I push again and I squeeze his butt cheeks, with my nails deepening on his skin.

I grab his hard member and I vigurously move my hand up and down, touching, squeezing. He's arching his back and screams my name again and again. I stroke him one more time and he finishes on my palm. His body is shaking now and with a final push I finish inside him again, moaning into his ear.

I lay on the bed and he crawls on me. I grab his soft ass and I squeeze it a little.

"You were so good, my baby. Felix, I've missed you...like...a lot." I feel heavenly having him in my arms again and I can't think of anything else.

"I've missed you too, baby.I have no words to describe how much."