Begin Again

v. reflection

i expected more from myself.

i thought that after a shift, after letting go, i can start again.

i've lost everything anyway.

i did not think i dug too deep.

i can barely see the light.

asking for help is unnecessary, this is all on me.

i've always thought of that.

i blame myself for everything, and there is not anyone who is responsible but me.

pour it all on me.

i deserve this pain.

little did i know there's a hint of tune.

a voice that sings, that pleads for help.

where is it coming from?

i tried to look for it, i tried to listen carefully.

i closed my eyes.

focus on the voice.

the moment i lifted my eyelids, it has never been this clear.

when i shifted my view to where the sound was coming from, it struck me hard.

who wouldn't be so surprised.

the voice was from inside my heart.