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The ending is kinda TW

The next morning you woke up at 9am. It was just on time for breakfast. But you didn't want breakfast, you didn't want anything. 

You stood up from the bed and walked to the big, full body mirror that was standing in the corner of the room. You felt like shit.

You looked at yourself in the mirror and all you saw was fat, fat and fat. You wanted to be confident again but your insecurities took over. You flabby arms, double chin, fat fat thighs, not flat enough stomach... You saw everything ten times worse. 

Crazy how one simple thing another person did can make you feel so miserable and insecure.

You put on a hoodie and pair of wide pants and went for a run. You just then realized how big the manor actually is. All you saw was small part of the house and Narcissa's garden which is only a tiny part of the whole plot. After running for an hour you were exhausted and went back home, to your room and took a quick shower. You forgot to bring your clothes to the bathroom and left them in the room. When you were about to get dressed someone knocked on your room door. 

"Who is it?"- you asked and covered yourself up with the towel. "It's me, Draco. We have to start with the egg project." What? Oh! You remembered now, egg project, the main reason you are even here. "Okay I'll be there in a minute, just gotta get dressed!" He didn't say anything so you assumed he left. You put on your clothes in 5 mins and headed downstairs since he didn't precise where will he be. You found Draco in the living room reading instructions from some book. He noticed you and lifted his head from the pages "Ughh, this is too complicated!" - he threw the book on the floor and stood up. "Btw you look pretty today." That's exactly what you needed, someone to compliment you, bring your confidence up... "Thank you!"- you smiled and kneeled down to pick the book: "So, it's that complicated..." You read a few pages but didn't understand anything, these were some very complicated and hard spells. Why would Dumbledaddy do this? 

"My parents will be home soon so they can help us". Oh so Narcissa wasn't home the whole time? Where did she go with Lucius? Why would she go anywhere with that man? 

"Okay good." Don't say it, don't say it, don't fucking say it... "Where did they go?"

"What?"- Draco asked. "Uhm I mean, where did they both go...your mom's home normally."

"Oh. I don't know. I guess to meeting of Death-huhhh!"- he realized he just exposed them for being Death eaters. You weren't that surprised but still it did kinda hurt. "What?!" Draco covered your mouth to stop you from screaming. "Y/n please stop! I'll explain!" You tried to free yourself but since you believed Draco you stopped fighting. 

"My father is a Death eater, I though you already knew that...everyone knows it. And my mom, well she goes to the meeting but she isn't officially death eater, she doesn't have the mark."

"Do you?" - you asked and Draco was still standing behind you, his hand let go off your mouth now. He didn't say anything and you understood what it means. He finally let you go and you moved from him. "Are you a Death eater Draco, tell me." "Y/n I swear it's not my choice, my father-" "What?! Are you joking?!" "Y/n..." - Draco sit down on the chair and covered his face with hands. You remembered that this is actually none of your business because you ain't even his friend, you just had to be here, that's all. You have to be nice so they don't hurt you. No stupid feelings for anyone, not even Narcissa. It hurt to think how these people are your biggest enemies. You had to free your head from all the thoughts about Narcissa.

You told Draco that it's okay and you don't mind that he's a death eater. You hoped he wouldn't tell his parents you know about it. Lucius would most likely kill you or at least treat you way worse. He was treating you bad already and you couldn't imagine what would it be like if he found out you know...

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