𝙇𝙤𝙫𝙚 𝘽𝙪𝙗𝙗𝙡𝙚: 𝘼 𝙈𝙖𝙉𝙖𝙣𝙛𝙛 ❤(On Hold)

43. 𝗛𝗮𝗹𝗳 𝗧𝗿𝘂𝘁𝗵!!🌠🌠

"Don't let her conceive a baby." Those were the words, who broke my heart to the extent that I can't describe my agony in words.

How will I tell Nandini???

"Will she nev....never be........." I was fumbling with my own words because I was addled to the core.

"I can't say anything for now. I am just advising you to not to think about a child this much early. As her uterus is weak, there may be a harm to her or maybe the unborn child too. As you know, prevention is always better than cure." Doctor advised me patiently but I was losing my patience at each passing second.

"I am prescribing you a course of medicine. Make sure, she takes them regularly. No skipping of medicines, no outside food, no spicy food at all." Doctor said sternly and I too nodded determinantly.

I won't let her eat outside food at any cost!!!

After that, he gave me the paper of prescribed medicines and sternly advised me not to skip those medicines at all. Then, I took those medicines with a heavy heart and went straight to my car. Continuously, my eyes were leaking those tears.
Nevertheless, I sat and clasped the seat belt. I was about to drive, but before that my eyes fell on a father-son duo!!

That boy was running here and there, while his father was trying to catch him. Both were giggling in each other's company. Seeing that, finally my patience crossed all its limits and a sudden possessiveness grew in my heart for my unborn child. I clutched the steering wheel tightly and those soft blubs of cry left my mouth.
I leaned my head to steering wheel and kept crying my heart out.

Why God!! Why me only!! Even forget about me, Why my Nandini only!!! How would I be able to tell her those bitter truths of her life. She will be broken once again. Already, she curses herself and now, all these things will be worst for her.

I can't tell her the truth, what if she tries to hurt herself. What if she gets insecure again and will try to distant herself from me out of her insecurities!!
Noooo!!!! I shouted in my mind. No!! A big No!!!

I wiped my tears harshly and decided that I won't tell her the truth. She doesn't deserves all these things. I cant bear distances between us now. So, that is full and final, Nandini won't know the truth at any cost!!

I wiped my face with my handkerchief and set my dishelved hairs looking into the mirror of the car. I took long breaths to calm myself down and after that, drove towards my home.
Within 15 minutes, I reached and parked the car. I tried to look jolly as much as I could and entered inside.

I moved my eyes and found that there were only servants in the hall. Nandini must be in our room. With a heavy heart, I forwarded my legs towards our room. I reached to the room and slightly pushed the door, only to see that she was reading some novel or book, lying on her stomach. I smiled sadly but soon, masked my sadness with fake enthusiasm.

I entered and her eyes landed over me, but kept reading the book. Woahhh!! Guts of this woman, always keeps me ignoring and for whom, either for her phone or her books. I huffed in annoyance and keeping those medicine bags aside, I too lied beside her on my stomach, seeing that what was she reading.

She looked at me and then leaned towards me. With one hand, she clutched my face tightly and then, kissed my face hard with an 'ummahh' sound. I chuckled and she too giggled. She was about to open her mouth to say something, but before that her eyes fell on the bag in which medicines were kept.

She jumped away from bed and started to check that bag leaving me confused. She looked at me and then made an angry pout.

"I thought, aap mere liye kuch khane ko laye hain." She said with a sad pout and I smiled at my foodie baby!!