𝙇𝙤𝙫𝙚 𝘽𝙪𝙗𝙗𝙡𝙚: 𝘼 𝙈𝙖𝙉𝙖𝙣𝙛𝙛 ❤(On Hold)

29. 𝗧𝗲𝗮𝘀𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗛𝗶𝗺!!🌠🌠

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After sometime, when he stopped crying, I looked at him who was already looking at me with swollen red eyes. His that condition stabbed in my heart. I cupped his jaws slowly from my hands and kissed his forehead giving him assurance that he doesnt need to worry, as I was totally okay.

I know, it was first when I initiated the forehead kiss towards him. I let my lips lingered over there for few minutes and I wiped his tears away still kissing his forehead.
I saw his red eyes and then I kissed his both eyes lovingly one by one.
He again tightened his hold on my waist as I was still lying over him.

We both were still looking in each other's eyes despairingly. My blank eyes were locked with his vulnerable ones. My eyes fell on his dried lips and an intense desire to kiss those lips grew in my heart. He licked his lips to moisten them and that licking didnt helped me at all, in stead, it increased my desires to kiss him.

I captured his collars tightly in my fists and slowly leaned towards his lips. He looked at me confusingly but I was blind in my desires to see anything. I wanted to take all his problem away by kissing him. I was totally ready to kiss him and when my lips were about to touch his lips, he tightened his holds on my waist and with another hand, he palmed my lips.

What??

What does it mean!! Why did he palmed my lips and stopped me to kiss him, Doesn't he want to kiss me, am I not enough for him, am I not attractive enough!!
All negative thoughts started to encircle in my mind and tears of rejection poured into my eyes.

He looked at my eyes and immediately got panicked. Before he could cup my cheeks, I detached my body away from him, that too wiping my tears angrily.

"Nandini!! You are taking it all wrong.
I......" He started to panick but before he could say further, I cutted him.

"Ohh Please, what do you want me to understand, its your third clear cut rejection to me, if I am not attractive enough for you, aap bta dijiye naa mujhe, main nhi aaungi aapke karib." I snapped angrily at him.

I had enough of those rejections, he can't always reject me like that. All the time, I am the only one who initiate our those private moments, but he, he never acknowledges my desires towards him.

"Nandini, aisa nhi hai, I have already told you, I don't want both of us to flow in our desires. It must be perfect Nandini, try to understand." He made me understand like a baby, cupping my cheeks lovingly.

"You are so bad, bahut gande hain aap, aapki gol gol bate mujhko samjh nhi aati hain." I said holding his hands which were cupping my cheeks already and started to sob like a baby.

"Am I not attractive enough for you??" I asked him in my insecurities.

"Aisa nhi hai Doll, reason Btaya to Maine abhi tumko, I don't wanna take your advantage, even though we are married. I want both of us to live our every moment. I don't want both of us to regret that we lose our senses in attraction or something else." He tried to make me understand lovingly and I too understood after some time, how much he cares for me!!

I hugged him with a force that resulted both of us fall on bed again, like previous time.
I clinged on his chest like a baby and again started to sob.

"Aap bahut achhe hain, bahut jyada. You care for me so much, mujhe nhi lga tha ki anyone would care for me." I said sobbing in his arms and he tightened his hold on my waist.