𝙇𝙤𝙫𝙚 𝘽𝙪𝙗𝙗𝙡𝙚: 𝘼 𝙈𝙖𝙉𝙖𝙣𝙛𝙛 ❤(On Hold)

22. 𝗔 𝗿𝗼𝗮𝗱 𝘁𝗿𝗶𝗽!!🌠🌠

Nandini's POV:-

The light of dawn seeped into my room disturbing my slumber. I rubbed my bleary eyes and looked towards the window opening only one eye. There was a pearly glow in the sky which made me smile. I again closed my eyes and snuggled in my mattress.
But today for a change, my mattress was seeming so soft to me. I moved my hands on my mattress but why it was warm!!

I was thinking, when my mind traveled to last night's incident. Not a new thing, every morning I only remember my nightmares that are always enough to break me. I rememberd that how I shouted and showed my vulnerable side to Manik, I was thinking but still my eyes were closed.
That was the last thing, I wanted ever. I didnt wanted to show my pain and sadness to anyone but last night, I wasn't in my control.

But I think, it wasn't a problem because Manik didn't judged me nor he did made any action that conveys that he wasn't interested. I remember that how I hugged him and too a Shirtless him. I know, that feeling is giving me jitters now, but at that time, I was really scared to feel anything.

I reminisced that how he assured me like a baby, he provided me his warmth, the warmth which I needed all my life. My mind also got the memory that how he made me lie down with him in his embrace, not for even a moment he broke the hug.

One minute!!!!

He didn't broke the hug and made me lie down with him, in his embrace.

That means!!!

Oh...

My.....

Freaking......

Goddddd.......

I was lying hugging him, on him!!!

Forgot hugging him, I was hugging his bare body. And what about me, my clothes were not that much sane. The kurta which I was wearing had a off shoulder cut at one side, and that same naked shoulder was lying on Manik's bare body.

Aiyappa!! That's why, my mattress was so soft and warm.

Realization dawned upon me and I opened my eyes with a jerk. I tried to come out of his hold but his hand was the way too much powerful which was holding my bare waist tightly. Seeing his hand encircled around my bare waist made my heart to beat irregularly, and my stomach was having butterflies.

I looked towards his face, still being in his hold. He was sleeping peacefully not knowing what blunder was happening to me. I looked towards my hand which was resting on his naked right chest and I immediately moved my hand away from him.

I was continuously trying to get out of his hold, may be just because of my moments, his slumber broke and he too wriggled in his sleep. He shrinked his hands along with my body and resulted my body to shift more to his chest.
Our bodies were mingling and I was losing my control. I really wonder, being a man he doesn't loses his control towards me but I always lose my control by seeing his body.

He was wriggling in his sleep and my body was dangling because of his hold, crushing my body to his hard chest, and that too NAKED chest.

Bass bahut ho gya!! Nandini chhod inhe, nhi to pakka gadbad ho jayegi.

I shook him trying to wake him up, because practically I can't control myself more. If I kept lying with him, I will surely do something which won't be good for us.

Are mujhse control nhi hota hai na!!

He frowned because of my continuous tries to wake him up, and opened his eyes irritatedly. As soon as his eyes shot open, he looked at me who was already looking at him, he widened his eyes after seeing our position and we both came out of each other's hold and sat on bed with a jerk.