𝙇𝙤𝙫𝙚 𝘽𝙪𝙗𝙗𝙡𝙚: 𝘼 𝙈𝙖𝙉𝙖𝙣𝙛𝙛 ❤(On Hold)

25. 𝗔𝗰𝗰𝗶𝗱𝗲𝗻𝘁!!🌠🌠

Manik's POV--

We both were busy in our star gazing session as per our peerless habit. These twinkling stars are so pretty, just like Nandini's doe-shaped eyes, but still that sparkling glee is missing from her face, from her eyes, and even from her behavior.

Her behavior!!!!! The most wacky thing about her. Sometimes, she is all bold and sometimes, she is too shy. Sometimes, too angry on stupidest things even and sometimes, too calm on heart wrenching thing too.

My mind revolved around the departed moments spent with her. Her panic attack when I shouted on her, her nightmares last night and about her insecurities!!
Why is she so insecure about her being.
Should I ask her?? Will she tell me???

I contemplated those questions in my mind. And without even thinking twice, I bombarded my questions on Nandini-

"Nandini!! I didn't asked you about your panic attack that day, neither I asked you about your nightmare last night because I thought you need space, but now, I need some answers. Why those panic attacks and why those nightmares??" I demanded answers from her and as per my initial thoughts, she looked restrained and her eyes showed the denial to tell me the reasons.

The effect of her refusing eyes connected to my eyes and immediately my eyes showed a hurt expression. Obviously, what should I feel, my wife, my Love doesn't trust me enough to share her problems with me.

I immediately masked my hurt expressions with a smile on my face, of course a fake one!! I looked in her eyes and again broke the contact with her eyes.

"Uhmm, it is okay!! If you don't wanna share, I won't force you. I know, it is not easy to trust anyone so easily, it is alright." I looked here and there, not mingling my eyes to her convincing that It was okay, but my heart know, no it wasn't okay at all.

I didnt wanted to show her my gloomy face so, I started to go inside the room but a tug of wrist didn't let me go. Before I could turn towards her, she turned me towards herself and banged on my chest, hugging my tightly.

"I trust you!!" As soon as those words eloped from her lips, I felt that I was on cloud nine.

"What!! Come again!" I again asked her believing that I must be heard wrong but much to my dismay, she again whispered those words still clinging to my chest.

Being ecstatic on her words, I wrapped my hands on her petite figure and lifted her body slightly upwards from the ground, like our first hug, the never-ending smile on my face was there, I was so happy that at least, she trusts me. Now, if she doesn't even love me, it won't be a problem for me. Her trust on me and my Love for her is enough for us!!

I nuzzled in her neck while hugging her and she shivered on my touch of nose to her neck. I got lost on her fragrance and lost my senses that what I was doing.
I sided her hairs away from her neck and gently kissed her side of neck still clinging to her body and she moaned!!!
Not my name, but yeah, she moaned. And that moan ignited some kind of desires in me, I immediately pinned her to nearby wall and grabbed her petite waist in my hands and thrusted my face in the hollow of her neck.

I Kissed her whole neck passionately and her hold on my collars of shirt tightened. After rewarding her neck two or three kisses, I opened mouth and started to give her my open mouth kisses. My warm tongue on her cold neck was giving me the pleasure that I didnt wanted to stop now.

My one hand reached towards the strap of her kurta and I slided it down, and as a reflex her one hand went to my hairs and clasped them tightly. When I felt my hairs to be clasped, my desires went on the peak.
We both were so into each other that we even forgot that we were in balcony.