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I know I made mistakes in my past. And I know Ive been struggling to hold my feelings inside of me.

And I know you already noticed how Ive been, Ive felt. You were the only one for me. You are.. you still are. But at times like this I need to make decisions.. and you have to face the consequences.

Su, I love you, but you did horrible things to my brain. You made me act not like the real me.. like some other type of guy you can control.

If you want to be with me for the rest of my days.. you should behave as an adult. Not like a child. Im sorry. But this all is too much for me right now. Im not letting our relationship slip. Im not letting you slip. I just want to get the connection we had back.. by letting a break clean our mistakes and problems.

Believe me.. and I will believe you.. now is not the time to just think about yourself girl.. not yet.. think about us.

N

"What is this?" Su threw his letter into the trash and kicked it away. Earlier this morning he handed her the paper and just passed by. He didnt even look into her eyes. Tears swolen up and her view blurred. "Hes good at walking away.. haha.. oppa, oppa.."

Glass:"hmm.. so they broke up.." she watched Su whining. But there wasnt anything she could say to comfort her. She hated her. So wheres the point in helping the girl who wants to stab the hell outta you?

N:"What are you doing?" He tapped her shoulder and noticed the distraction.
"Are you lurking?!" Glass:"Wha- nonono!"
"You are!" Glass tried to defend herself with her hands and looked down, blushing. But he grabbed her left arm and took her into his arms.

Confused and surprised at the same time she breathed hard against his chest. "Are you trying to seduce.. me?" N:"Just let her be." This time he spoke in a very loud voice, so Su could probably hear. She opened the door. Something hit Glass head. "OUCH!" N let her go. N:"Yah, are you serious?!" Su:"Thats what I should ask you! Are you really breaking up with me for this chick? Thats why you were changing your opinion so often.." a last tear flew down her cheek. Even though Su hurted Glass, she tried to make this clear. Glass:"Su, no no.. its not like... Argh.. we are not an Item!" Suddenly she felt a hand on her head. N:"Yes, we are." "Are you joking?" Glass jaw dropped. Glass:"Yah, wont you leave my head alone.." no reaction. N:"Su." He talked to her while looking at Glass destroyed face. "Stop crying and get over it." Su:"Are you joking right now? You.. you..." Her innocent body fell into pieces. Glass wanted to catch her but N didnt gave in. "No." Glass:"But.." "She needs to learn." He smiled warmly at Glass. "So you wont.. really leave her.. right?" He smiled more. She looked relieved but something inside her.. broke her heart.

Leo:"FATHIMAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!" N:"Oh hell not now..." Glass:"N.. go and and.. uh see what happened." He nodded and walked away.

While his footsteps got faster, Glass went over to Su. "Hey.." She patted her back. Su:"Why .. Why did he say that.." Glass:"I dont know.. I just know that.
You need to stay strong for the moment and.. uh.. eat much.. food?" Su:"You are so stupid!!" Su stood up and closed the door behind her. Glass:"Uhm well Glafira.. thats why you should never try to help people."
Puzzled she sat down on the floor.

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