BADASS (VIXX FAN FICTION)

Hard knock

*Knock knock* „Whos there?" Ken opened the door and looked into a puzzled, thick face. "Itse me" Berdo walked into the house and shutted the door behind him. "You called for help?.. Wheres Neka?" "Im here." "Ah, girl. I see.. you two live together?" Ken:"Not for long. Lets get to the point."

"Huh, thats how Im welcomed.. fine. Tell me."

Ken and Berdo spoke for one hour. Sometimes they were almost fighting over little things. 'You should've done this better and that' 'Why did you do it in the first place? Think about the meeting!' or 'You cant go back, you need a gang behind you.' When they finally came to an end. "I will think about it.." "What?" "I will think about, giving you some extras." "Are you sure? You wont slap me for being this childish?" "Oh I will, but not now." He smirked and put on some Aftershave. Ken began to cough, but that was Berdos weird act he always did. "You mean extras like people right? Because I cant seem to get my members back if Im only left with Neka. You know pretty well that we fought and this is all because .. " "Because of who?" "Nevermind.. I just want them back and punish them." "Why would you punish the victims?" "Trust me. I know very good and these are not only victims."

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I remember the first Time I fell in love. It was yeara back of course. To be honeat with you, I did not think of it as love. But it had to be. He was kind, smart. And in a way very weird. Like Hongbin. But Hongbin is so clingy. He wont leave me alone! If I could then I would punch him in the face and tell him to fuck off. But oh well I am too nice.
To be honest. We both never really talked about private stuff. After all he is my hostage.
They all are.

But he reminds me so much of you, Mark.
So much that I dont want to close my eyes.
Hes like the sun and I am the moon. He lets me breathe but I cant give him anything back! Tell me what to do. Should I tell Su? Should I tell Ravi? Man. This Love thing isnt for girls like me. Mark, maybe.. Maybe I never loved. Maybe I was wrong. Maybe it was only a feeling mistaken for love. A warm feel. Like your hand on my stomach. Like your kisses on my neck. Maybe we only longed for sex. Maybe we only longed for someone to trust. Maybe it all was a lie and we both played each other. But this Hongbin.. Hes so weird I just.. I do want to get to know him.. Sometimes! But then again he.. He gets on my nerves.

"Sonia? Have you seen Hyuk?"

Oh fuck. Well.
Thats it. See you soon Mark and my diary full of siakakajnndjskdk
"Yah!" "Your head is in the clouds, Nia."